Dear Bang Yedam,

I'm writing this letter out of anxiety.

Have you receiving my letters?
Have you read them?
Have you been annoyed with me?

I'm so worried.

The first time I wrote you a letter I said to myself that it is okay if you won't reply. You read the letter is the only thing that matters to me.

But these past few days, I feel empty. I feel like I'm talking to myself, to no one. Like, I'm losing my sanity.

I'm sorry if my letter this time is so negative. You already stressing out there because of the survival show and here I am ranting about my letters.

I'm only sad about the letter but not to you. I told you right? Whatever happens, I'm here to support you! I'm so proud of you and to your teammates!

I hope you're sleeping and eating well. Don't stress yourself too much.

Sincerely,
Rin