What do I do?! I love him and yet he's a Twilight knight... Oh what do I do? Should I be fine with it or should I try and move on? 

I flash back to my senses and I look away not knowing what to do. 

To leave? or not to leave? To move on? or to stay with him? To break my own heart and to lie to myself for my safety? or to follow him... I doubt he likes me though. He must've been acting, we couldn't possibly be related, as friends I mean.  He isn't the type to like me, is he? But its possi- NO! Jen, he only saved you to turn you in to the guards. He seems to be a high class guard too, if I'm not mistaken, he must be a general or commander. He has the skull adornment on his helmet and he has gone on a mission to the ball, thats a very important thing to do. B-but he told me to take care... No... He couldn't have meant it... he was just acting Jen. It's a lost cause... he's just like Bob... though I doubt Pat ever was nice like Bob

He was just sitting there, not trapping me or anything. "Why?" I finally asked after around 6 minutes of awkward silence, "What?" he asked me. "What do you mean 'What?'. You know what I mean, Why Did You Save Me?." I spat. "I have my reasons" he calmly replied. My patience was running out on the outside, but I was craving an answer on the outside. I wanted to slap him, but my heart drew me back. After a few moments of silence, I finally said, "Tell me". He didn't respond after a long time.  I got my backpack and put a few of my scattered stuff in as I said, "You won't answer, FINE!". I was so fed up of this silent treatment. I burst out, squinting as the sun's rays went into my eyes. He muttered a quick sigh and breathed out the words "Fine...". I looked back, glancing back at Pat. I sworn a hurt look was on his face. Then once he saw me looking he put on a serious face. He didn't stop me, which was odd. He just sat there...

I made my choice, he was a lost cause... I just wish he was my lost cause...