I rewrote bits and pieces of this this chapter to make it sound more cohesive, and make the sentences flow  better, and to and some more character in there words. So sorry for the inconvenience. :(
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Chapter 1 The birth of a god

/Godseekers pov:

   We finally found our god. We finally did it the quietness that filled our minds was gone we were finally free from that pain do to the divine will of our new god. We....wait......she...I. I was alone her mind. I was now separate from the unity of my people. But it didn't feel as lonely as I remembered it to be. Maybe because me and my people joined minds so long ago I forgot how it felt to be a single person with one mind. Or maybe it wasn't that long ago. I didn't know I couldn't remember. But I knew for certain that I was blessed by the God of Gods them self to be pulled into their warm divine embrace of joining them in the void, and helping free them to into the world of hollow nest. To spread the divine self. Maybe that is the reason why I was separated from my peoples mind. But before I could continue my thoughts, I realized I began to feel my eyes open and I realized I could barely see the junk pit. it was very blurry like if I was crying and tears were pouring out of my eyes. But I soon realized there were tears coming out of my eyes. But theses were not normal tears, they were thicker and were to dark. I was hit with a realization of what this was, it was void........th..th..the void was beginning to pour out of my eyes.

Before I could even react to the situation I was in I felt a jab of excruciating pain thought my whole body. As I began to try to scream but I couldn't scream. I began to feel the void fill my lungs then slowly my throat.

   I couldn't breathe.

The pain wasn't stopping either but it was getting worse and worse by the second. I began feel my body being to convulse painfully I began to feel my bones and tendons rip and snap as the convulsing continued to get worse, and it wasn't slowing down any time soon. It kept getting worse and worse. I now begin to feel my body beginning to dissolve like my body was now eating itself alive as it was consumed by the void.

Was this a punishment by my god was this the punishment for treating them like nothing but a worthless cretin. Why was this happening to me WHY WAS THIS HAP———

But I couldn't finish my thought because I was then hit by a new pain, a indescribable amount of pain. It hit me like a wave of rushing water. I wished that I could just die but I didn't. The pain didn't stop oh the pain...the pain kept growing and swelling and it wouldn't stop, all I could do is lay there and except my fate because I couldn't do anything else, not even scream. But then I heard something, an ear piercing sound................a roar.

/Shade lords (the character you played as) pov:

I felt cold, and there was body aching horribly as well. I didn't remember why there body felt this way, but I could remember something, and that was that I was just in god home in the middle of fighting the Radiance. But I don't think I am in god home any more. So they tried to get up to see what was going, and to see were I am, even though my body protested it.

Slowly the world came into view I realized that it seemed that I assumed right of thinking that I wasn't that in god home anymore. I was in the junk pit But it looked oddly different, everything looked smaller, and darker, and I think it was due to some black liquid that was everywhere. This black liquid looked almost alive as it looked like it was trying to latch on to anything it could reach.

I thought it looked eerily similar to the void in the Abyss. This must have been there head playing tricks on them it had to be so. So I moved my arms to my eyes to rub my eyes to try to wake myself up. Then I saw my arms they looked completely different, they were long very long and thin, and my hands......my hands they were long and sharp, very sharp, sharp as nails.

   Theses couldn't shouldn't my arms. But as I was stunned by my new arms I realized I didn't just have one pair of arms I had two pairs of arms I had four arms why did I have Four arms.

   I had to be dreaming I must have fallen asleep in the junk pit. Yeah that had to be it right? But soon enough reality hit me like a brick this wasn't a dream this was real....very real. I began to look down at my body to find that my nail and cloak were gone, but just like my arms my body was long and dark, as they now began to that get a good look of myself I noticed my body it looked more like a liquid then a solid ,and it looked like the same liquidy black substance all around the room it was like a small lake of what looked to be the void.

   Which I now seemed to be fully made up of as well. I knew I had void in me in form of a shade, but it was contained within a shell. Also since I was looking around the room and how it looked I realized that the everything wasn't smaller it was I was just bigger, but not just big massive I towered over everything in here.

   As I thought about my hight and body once more I thought about my cloak and remembered my charms and Grimm child.....wait Grimm child wear were they? They were in the bag which held the charms which was in my cloak. We're was my cloak, I began to scan the room for the cloak and after a few seconds later I see the charm bag right next to there cloak at the edge of the lake of void laid. I leaned down and picked up the bag and held tight in one of my lower two arms to keep it safe.

   Then I returned to looking at my lower body then I noticed noticed I had no legs they had been replaced with a long tail they were a wym...........wym.........just like there father.

   But I had no time to worry about my new similarities to my father, I now really, wanted to see what my face looked like now wanting to see what else changed about me.

   I tried to look at the liquid for a reflection but due to the darkness of it and of my body all I saw was my eyes. Eight white glowing eyes is what I saw in the liquid. So now even more curious I use my hands to feel my face. I find out I now have massive branching horns on my head which wasn't really all that strange. Because I had two small horns before, but theses were like branches snaking and twisting in all directions. It made me think of a crown.

   But I wasn't done I wanted to see what else was different about me so I kept looking what seemed to be my new bigger body. But then I notice a bit of gold flash in the corner of my eye that I didn't see before. I turned my head to see what it was I first thought it was some junk that was floating but it wasn't it wasn't junk at all it was the Godseeker.

But what was once a large towering figure that demanded respect was now replaced with a convulsing mass of bone and flesh oozed the void poring out of every part of their body. Their body was now twisting and contorting in unnatural ways, and their body was looking like it was losing parts of it like they were being consumed. Because it was. The void was eating the Godseeker alive.

   As soon as I noticed that I moved as fast as I could to get to them which wasn't that hard because they moved as if they were on ice. As soon as I got there I picked them up out of the void to try to stop it from eating them, but the void that was coming out of them was still ripping them apart.

   I didn't know what to do, I didn't want them to die even though they were rude to me and treated me like trash. But that didn't matter to me. As I saw the Godseekers body twist and turn in unnatural ways feeling rushed over me that I never felt before. I felt my body begin to shake and my eyes to start to swell with emotion and tears began to flow down my face.

I soon realized what was happening I feeling emotion how was I feeling emotions I was so post to be hollow ,empty, void of emotion. What happing to me why was I crying, why am I feeling. I didn't know why but I couldn't do anything now but cry, and cry I did I watched as glowing white tears streamed down my faces and watched them fall on to the Godseeker. But then I saw my tears sep into the Godseeker. Then their body stop contorting and the void stop coming out of them, and stopped eating them.

   As if it couldn't get weirder it did. Then the void started to shape itself into what looked to be a body and once it took shape I saw the wrappings that looked like the ones that I saw on all of them wear in god home. Was all of this happening because of my tears? What was happening to them ,why was this happening, why was any of this happening. While I was trying to process the situation I was in. I moved my arms to wipe away the tears on my face.

   After I had finished wiping away my tears and calmed down I took a good look at what Godseeker had happened to them. I saw what once was a quite large person in hight and definitely width bug was now a still quite tall bug, but they were now very thin and had a quite a feminine shape to them. With wrapping's covering every inch of their body except for their head which still had the same mask as before but with void still coming out of their eyes.

   I tried to rub the void off their face but it. Was stuck there like as if the void was frozen. It looked exactly like my own body but at a smaller scale. But none of that mattered to me right now because no way the Godseeker was in a good condition they could still see them twitch every so often. I needed to get them to the hot springs immediately. So I turn around to face the exit and then I was hit with realization how was I going to leave.

   The way out was already small when I was normal size so how was I going to leave. I got to the exit in sheer disbelief how was I so post to leave when the exit is too small I thought. Also I would have to push the Godseeker though the door for them to even get out. I wished I could be small again or just small enough to get through the door. Then I thought if there tears could do what ever this is to the Godseeker maybe I could shrink myself down using my new found abilities.

   Well it wouldn't hurt to try, so I laid down the Godseeker and the charm bag down on the shore of the lake of void. Then I closed my eyes and concentrated on my size with a of my might, and I also tried to think of small things hoping it would help me in my efforts.

   I waited a few minutes and didn't feel anything happen so I called this plan a bust and opened my eyes in disappointment, then a split second later I realized that I was now smaller I was now standing on the edge of the lake still being quiet tall, about the size of the statue of the hollow knight in the City of Tears but still being quite thin. I got hit with a wave of what think is a mix of relief and joy.

    I was still puzzled that I now have emotions, but I still had no time to worry about that. I needed to get the Godseeker to the hot springs. So I picked up the Godseeker and cradled them in my lower pear of arms and attached the bag of charms to the Godseekers person so I wouldn't lose them.

   So then I moved over to the exit which was high up at the top of the room, so I went up to the wall and began climbing up it with my other two arms. I found the climbing process easier to do now. Which gave me a little bit of hope that I could get there in a shorter amount of time than I expected. Don't worry Godseeker I'm going to help you, I thought to my self.