When we went as far as John couldn't see us anymore, he left my hand.

"Thanks." I said smiling.

"So, we have to ...act as boyfriend and girlfriend now?" He said smiling.

"I think so....you don't have to if you don't want to...." I said but he suddenly kissed my hand.

"Will you rescue me from all the girls that are around me and play like you're my girlfriend?" I was about to say YES YES YES and start shouting and screaming , but I was being feelingless for the moment.

"I will. Will you?" I smiled. He gave me his usual smirk.

"Yes my ma'am." He smiled. As we went at our class, we sat next to each other. We were walking hand to hand and everybody was looking shocked.

"I can't believe it." I said."All these people thought they had a chance. I am surprised."

"Look at the girls."He said smirking. Girls were crying for Thiary. They wanted him. But, remember Etna? Yes the bad girl. She was crying too and gave me a daring look.

"Morning Etna." I said and Thairy kissed my cheek. I totally blushed and he saw that, but he didn't embarrase me for that, he just passed it. We were the couple of the day. Suddenly, everybody was looking at us and sometimes crying. "It's working Thiary."I said smiling, he held my hand. After school, we went to my car and I went in the car, but he grabbed my arm out from there.

"I drive, usually." He said and I went out . I gave him my keys and sat in the passenger's seat. We didn't talk, but we got surprised when we saw our hands were still together, they were stuck. I took my hand from his first, but he didn't reject it, he left my hand.

"Thiary." I said, but he understood I was about to start my speech and he didn't let me talk.

"Are you going to ask me about my favorite color? It's red."He smirked looking me straight in the eye. He was waiting for me to start saying love bullshits, but I answered simply.

"Mine too." He was as suprised as me to know that. We didn't talk until we went at my home.

"I'll come and get you at 8 o'clock."

"Where are we going?" I was surprised. I didn't have any plan.

"We are a couple now, we can't move without each other, we'll go at the club, dance."He smiled. The club! Yes! I had to find something to wear!

"Yeah, I completely forgot!"

"I know it sounds embarrasing, but..."

"It doesn't, really." I smiled. "You're helping me to get strong, this is a big step. Thanks Thiary!" He liked my result and didn't say anything. I high-fived with him and then left to my house. I called Cami and told her about the club today, she needed to come too.After one hour,I wore a long dress colored in my skin's color, a little bit more in pink.

 It was short and my body lines looked perfect. I let my brown long straight hair in her natural mode . I wanted to look natural, I only put a little mascara and a light pink lipstick , just like the dress. I met with Camille, Josh and Thiary outside.

"You can be my fake girlfriend, but really, you look amazing tonight, Amara." Thiary secretly told me.

"You mean it? This look is just for you, my fake boyfriend." I smirked and stepped front, so close to him.

"Easy kitty, I don't need fake kisses. This is all enough." I kissed his cheek then whispered in his ear : "Fake kisses are the bests, anyway." I smirked and he smirked too. It was arelationship based on smirks and irony, it sucked in the best way. We went in the car and then we went in the club.

"WOW! This is so cool!" Cami shouted and gave Josh a kiss. Every time they kissed me and Thiary gave ach other a deep look. We both wanted deep down to kiss. Thiary went to manage the things around there, everybody was wearing in shorts, so they could make him change mind for me, I was the only one wearing a long dress, I bet everybody would wear long dresses tomorrow. After drinking five glasses of Johnnie with Cami and Josh, they went to dance and I was totally alone. I drank another drink while I heard a light song on the background. Thiary grabbed my hand and we went in the middle of the club and everybody gathered around us. We started dancing a classic song and we were dancing together, like one. It was a really long song and everybody was starring at us. I started rotating and dancing around him. He kissed my hands when I put them around his neck. Really, we were acting good, because inside us, those things were done full of love. We just didn't want to stop , I put my head in his shoulder and he felt so strong and protective. In the end everybody was clapping, but surprisingly, they started shouting : KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS. Even if it wasn't our wedding, they still wanted a kiss. We were both shaking and looking each other deeply. Thairy made a sign at the dj, but he couldn't do anything.

"Thiary." I said. He saw me deep in the eye, secretly hoping I would go away. "Thairy let me kiss you." I said and tears falled from my eyes. He dried my eyes.

"Amara." He said. I saw him deep in the eye, secretly hoping he would go away. "Amara let me kiss you. "He said and tears falled from his eyes. I dried his eyes. We smiled and touched each others cheeks. I came closer. People were still shouting. "I'm sorry." I said.

"For what?" Thiary asked me with tears in his eyes.

"For loving you." I said and gvae him a kiss. I pushed my lips in his and he did the same thing. I felt like there were fireworks all around me. We were both kissing each other and I put my hands around his neck. It wasn't hard , it was the best thing I ever felt in fact. But I told him my deepest secret, he knew know. Even though this kiss was perfect, he knew it now...But he didn't react. I loved him, but he didn't. I held him close to my body, than let him go. I saw him deep in the eye, tears falled, and I started running away from there. I runned and I runned, but he only followed me out of his club. Than I runned much away, but he just...he didn't follow me. I went away, but he didn't care. I cared, but he didn't. I runned to my home and Cami comed after me. I went home, inside my room with Cami.

"Are you an idiot or what? He closed his eyes, he loved the kiss! And you left like an idiot!" Cami said hugging me.

"I am and idiot, because I told him what I felt. I told him I loved him, but he doesn't care at all!"

"That's why he is calling , right?"

"Cami, what does he have to do, smile and act like nothing happened? He will cal two times and than forget about me, and never think about me anymore. He doesn't care Cami!"

"But what if he does?"

"He doesn't." I said and tears started falling again. Cami hugged me tight. She slept at my home that day and we went together to school the other day. I got over 50 calls from Thiary and one message: Are you coming at the club tonight? I got something to show. I didn't answer. He would show he hated me. That is what he would show. Than another message: We have to act as a couple, remember? I'm outside, waiting. Cami got my phone and gave me a look. "I don't care anymore, Cami, I've had enough. I don't care, we're done." She didn't say anything, we just went out and when I saw him , I just walked looking down. He grabbed my arm. "Amara! Amara, give me a look! Please, I'm begging you!" I didn't . He wid his eyes. "Alright then! Do everything how your head says you should! Go!" He said and I kept walking. He was perfect, I knew that, I still felt about him, but I just started moving away. He realised I was crying and he came closer and he saw me eyes, he turned my head to see him. I looked down, pushed him away and started running away. When I went at school, everybody was looking at me and they were talking about the big breakup. Secretly, I saw every girl kissing his cheeks and hugging him. I survived all that day like that, until the last moment. He was sitting in a bench and so many girl were around him, talking, chatting, kissing and hugging. I made a promise to save him from this. I will keep my promises. I went close to them and as I came there, the girl started being his "heros" and pushing me away.

"All of you! Go away from my boyfriend!" I said and they were shocked , as Thiary in fact was. They started running and as they left away enough, I started walking away too. All I needed to do was get them away. He runned to catch me and grabbed my arm again. Before he would talk, I started talking.

"You seem like you have a career at grabbing arms! Stop it! I'm embarrased, can't you understand that? Okay, I totally understand that you don't like me, you only used me , okay, I unsertand you! But stop paying attention to me. I made a promise, I'm keeping it, but that's all. You don't need to do anything you don't feel like doing. And yes, I love you, I accept it, I'm ashamed  of it and I'm really sorry, but I do, I love you, what do I have to do? If you do things like these, you only hurt me and my heart more! Just do what you feel like doing and..."I was saying but his lips suddenly touched mine without asking. He kissed me! He did it! He gave me a kiss and no one was forcing him to! I was the happiest person of the world for now! This was all I cared for.