Next morning

I woke up with light headache because of crying from last night. The vision was blurry, but soon it got clear. I took my phone from nightstand to see time. Thank God it was 6:00 clock.

I took off my duvet and made my way to the bathroom for the morning routine. Yesterday was the worst day for me. My mind was blank. I was just feeling empty.

I washed my face and looked at the mirror. I saw my face but then my eyes went to my neck, which was bruised with dirty marks. I rubbed my skin harshly to wipe them. Tears silently started to flow from my eyes.

After taking a shower

I make my way towards the kitchen to make breakfast.

After making breakfast, I was now sitting on dining table arranging plates for me.

I was now eating my meal drowned in thoughts. But then I hear chair cracking sound. I looked up and saw him sitting infront of me. I looked down and continued my meal.

It was pin drop silence. I finished my breakfast, took my dishes, and washed them. He didn't talk to me, nor did I.

I went to my room after washing my dishes. I took my bag close to the main door and went to my car. After sitting in the driver's seat, took a big sigh. Breathings were heavy. Those seens were flashing my mind like nightmare.

I took my phone with my shivering hands and called Jennie

"What's up dumbo" Jennie said from the other side

I couldn't hold it and stared crying.

"Yn, what happened?" Jennie asked

"Je-n-nie p-plz come c-c-oll-ge early today." I said between my sobs.

"Ok, but plz tell me what happened? Did Mr. Kim do something? " she asked, being worried for me

"Just plz come early," i said and cut the call.

She put her head on staring and cried her heart out. She was feeling worse.

At college

She parked her car and entered in class and sat on her bench while putting her head on the table. She was the first one to enter college today.

Next fifteen minutes later, she was still in that position. Then, the door burst opened by her bestie.

Jennie came close to her and sat next to her.

"Yn," she said

I looked up and saw Jennie sitting next to me. Just when I looked at her, I hugged her tightly, crying miserably.

"Plz tell me what happened," she asked After she consoled me, I was now a little stable.

"Jennie," I said between my sobs

"Yes, yn," she said

"Yesterday I was going to be raped," I said, and tears made their way out from my eyes

"What, Where, when?" she said

"You know, yesterday I failed in my test because I forgot it." I told her

"Yes," she said

"When I went home, he scolded me badly, he called me a sin. He said it was his biggest mistake by my marrying me. I was angry so I went out of the house. I went to the park for fresh air. It got night, and I was my way back to home when some boys started to chase me.

I tried to run, but they held me and dragged me towards a dark alley. And then they tied me with rope and took off my shirt and do bad things. I was crying and begging them, but then he came and beat them. between sobs. I said

She hugged me tightly and rubbed my back.

"shhhh, everything is fine. Look, he saved you, " Jennie said

"No, because of him, I am in this state. No one will love me after knowing what happened to me. No one will marry me. No one will like me. I am useless. He will give me a divorce." Yn said while hugging Jennie.

"No one is going to give you divorce. Everyone loves you. Me, your mom dad your laws love you. " she said while patting my back.

I am now stable a bit. Students started to gather in class.

Me and Jennie were now taking English classes.

"Next period is of Math. " she said

" I don't want to take his class," i said

"But you will fail in exams if you don't take his class, come on, you are very brave. Don't be like this." Jennie said

"Ok, I will," i said in a low voice.

"That's like my bestie," she said

We were now in his class sitting in our benches. He entered in class.

"Hello, class," he said

"Hello sir, how are you?" Class says

"I am good, open your books," he said while opening his book.

I already opened my page and was looking at board. I feel someone eyes on me. I turned my eyes and saw him looking at me. But he quickly looked at his book and started to teach a lesson.

After solving some sums, he gives questions to students to do in class. If they need any help they will call him.

Everyone started to solve sums. He was sitting on his chair looking at class. I was quietly solving my sum. I don't want to call him to solve my sum.

"Sir," a girl called his name while raising her hand

"Yes," he said while going towards her

She was showing her problem and he solved it. Now another girl called his name, which is Mia, my enemy. I was doing my work but I could see it because I was sitting on the last bench.

And then he goes to every student and ask them their problem. Now it's my turn. I tried to ignore his presence, but he called my name in a loud voice enough for some students to hear it.

"Ms yn," he called

I don't look up and just give him my notebook. He read my answers and called me

"Ms yn"

I was left with no option, so I looked towards him and then my notebook. After correcting my mistake, he goes towards his seat. The bell rang. I quickly packed my bag and made my way out of class quickly.

At home

She parked her car and opened the door. Surprisingly, the door was opened. She went inside and saw someone unexpected.

She was sitting on a sofa with crossed legs waiting for someone.

She was wearing a little bit of revealing clothes. I simply ignored her and went towards my room.

She changed her clothes into normal trousers and a T-shirt. She went to the kitchen and made lunch for herself.

I was now eating my lunch. Then I hear car honking. So he came back. I don't want to face him. So I washed my dishes quickly and went in my room and locked it. I don't want to see them and their lovey dovey movements.

I was missing my mom so I called her.

"Hi mom,"

"How are you, sweetie?" she said.

"I am fine, what about you?" i said

After saying her goodbye, I lay on bed and went to sleep to fresh my mind.

Me and I were in my room laying on bed while cuddling.

"Tae," Lisa called him

"Yes."

"Do you talk to her?" She asked him

"No, sweetheart," he said

"When we will get married?" She asked him

"Very soon,"

"So when are you going to divorce her? She asked.

"Hmmm, maybe after when her parents will settle their business." He said

"Ok," she said and rubbed her nose on his chest.

"Hahahaha, don't do this," he said while laughing.

"Tae, can we see something, maybe movie?" she said

"As your wish," he said

They were now watching a movie in the movie room.

I woke up and now it's evening. I went to the washroom for washing my face. I went downstairs to watch a movie. I think they went outside so I will watch a movie.

But to my shock, both were already watching movies.

They were back facing me so they didn't know that I was here.

Both were hugging each other while watching a romantic movie.

When I saw them, my eyes got teary. It was my dream to watch a romantic movie with my husband. I was looking at them, but my eyes shed tears when Lisa slowly reached towards his lips and kissed him. He also responded to her. I can't bear it.

I feel like my heartbeat stops. I don't want to insult myself like this. I can't bear it. My husband loves other women. I don't want my life to be like this. If he married to me for making me suffer like this. I will not tolerate it.

I know we don't love each other, we barely know each other but he is my husband. But I know this that he loves her truely. It was getting difficult to stand there looking at them, so I went back to my room.

After closing the door, she leans against the door

while crying.

"Why, god, why did you make my life like this. I

just wanted my life to be happy."

TO BE CONTINUED