everyday is a battle
me vs me
all day long i am in thoughts and think of all the things that could possibly be
something that i struggle with and fail to see
is continuing to move on and creating a future for me
a majority of my life i have been fighting with myself and all the thoughts that creep
they linger in my head and they never want to leave
i find myself in moments were i think i am freed
but when it all goes well they come back and haunt me
i question everything that i have done and who i want to be
sometimes i just want to delete my existence and run away,
somewhere where no one can find me where nature can hold and hug me closely
to find a place where all i feel is peace
singing and dancing with the birds to the sound of their tweets
all my life I have been fighting myself and the other voice inside me that keeps telling me to leave
and at times I have lost and given into those thoughts that have tried to end me
i promised myself I would never give up again for the life I have been given with blessings
but I will not lie, it gets really hard sometimes and all i want to do is scream
on top of a hill where no one can be seen
i want to be standing there and let everything go
and hope that universe can hear me and give me hope