January 27
6:00 p.m.
This is the last entry that i'll enter in my diary,
I, Sawamura Eijun, give up my feelings for Miyuki Kazuya, we aren't anything so its not like I can fight for his feelings, society doesn't accept it, he's straight and undeniably inlove with a girl, moving on isn't easy, so for the mean time, I would hide it, act like nothings wrong, pretend that I'm alright, smile like everything's fine, even if Everynight I cry myself to sleep, even if I smile a fake smile, even if my heart is breaking into thousand pieces, even if my heart ache everytime that I saw them together....... Even if I'm already tired and my heart is exhausted from shouting, beating for a person, whose heart already beats for someone else, already shouts somebody's name, Even if....... I want to dress out of this Pretentious Game that I know I made in order to accept the Reality that its always a Game Over