Park Lucy

They throw me so hard on the ground that my back hurts. I let out a whimper 'Ouch'.

Seung-gi smirks evil at me. "You guys, go check the doors." He says. Lisa and Kai go outside to check the doors. Seung-gi and I are alone. The doors of the showers are closed. This scares me so much. I just want this to end...

Seung-gi lowers his body at my level. His hand is reaching closer to my face, I turn my face to the right. He holds my chin forcefully and turns it in his direction. He laughs lightly like a psychopath, his laugh gets louder. "Don't be scared little sis, HAHAHA." He says. Lisa and Kai can clearly hear us, they also are enjoying this. 

I pull my courage and strength together and push him. "I said, stop it, please Oppa?" He gets mad. He holds my hair in his palm. Pulling it high. "ugh you're hurting me!" He smirks satisfied with it. "Sweety, that's the point," he says. He lets go of me. I'm sitting on my knees and looking with my head down.

Seung-gi takes the head of the shower and turns the cold water on. He pours it on me. I still look down. I can feel the cold water. My body slightly shivering. They are all three satisfied. My clothes are all wet. I won't cry, just don't ... Seung-gi opens the door and leaves the door closed. I flinch, I quickly stand up and bang at the door of the showers. "Oppa, please don't do this to me, I'm begging!" I keep banging on the door. After some time there is no sound anymore. The only voice I could hear was my own voice. I collapse on the ground, crying. My body shivers so much, it's like it's getting colder. I pass out in the shower...

After some time I can hear someone coming. The sound of keys and footsteps keeps getting closer. The person tries to open the shower door. He opens the door wide open and takes a step into the shower. And bends down to my level to lift me up. I can feel the person lifting me up in a bridal style. I blink my eyes a few times, I can't see my view. It's all blurry. I can see it's a young man. I try to speak. I hold the young man's shirt and try to look up to him and said. 'Who ... are you?' My voice sounded hoarse. The man keeps walking. We're outside. He gets a door open and lets me get inside, I guess it's a car. I lightly shiver. He puts his blazer on my body so I don't get it colder. He closes the door slowly. I can feel the fabric of the car, it is leather. I hear he gets in the car and starts the engine. I breathe in and out slowly so I don't get any hyperventilation. I take my courage and say, 'where are you taking me?'

The young man says 'shh, just rest. Don't worry about it... Lucy' After that, I blackout.

A few hours later,

I can feel the pouring rain on my face. I blink a few times and wake up. 'Argh! My head hurts like hell!' I try to stand up. I can't remember clearly what happened... 'Ugh, that's true that fucking Seung-gi and Lisa! And then a guy helped me get out.' That guy dropped me at the front door. How did he know where I live? Who is he? I knock on the door. I keep knocking, why is no one opening the door? 'Hey, is no one home?!' Then the neighbor comes outside and says 'Y/N, they went to the hospital.' I look confused at her. I don't let her finish and make my way to the hospital as fast as possible. 

At the hospital,

My clothes were all soaking wet. I make my way to the reception and ask for the information I need. 'Miss, is there any Park Yoon-ah in the hospital?' She looks it up in the system. 'Yes, she's in building A, room number 436.' I take the stairs and rush my way to the room. I can see my parents standing in front of the door. I run towards them. 'Dad what's going on?' He was about to slap me when my evil stepmom stop him and said 'Honey we're in the hospital.' My dad tries to calm down and said 'Where the hell were you?!' If he would know, he wouldn't care anyway. I was about to explain then the doctor came and he said 'Are you the relatives of Park Yoon-ah.' Everyone stands up and gives all their attention to the doctor. The doctor takes a deep breath and said 'So this can maybe be a lot to take it. Miss Park her condition is not that good. Half of her body is paralyzed and she already had two times brain concussions. The only thing we can do is wait.' The moment I heard that it was like my world crashed down. I'm not gonna cry, I can't and I won't show it. It's like I'm the only one that's affected by it so much. I try to speak and ask the doctor 'Can we see her?' The doctor gives a reassuring smile and replies with 'Sure you can but let her rest.'

We go inside her room. I see her lying there. The peeping machines attached to her body. My parents and those stupid siblings of mine acting as they care. They never cared about her.

A few days later,

And here I am in room number 436. Sitting next to her bed, stroking her hair. 'I know you can hear me. I wish this wouldn't happen to you. Grandma -' I break down and kiss her on her forehead. 'Grandma, what will I do without you. My life is such a mess... I just want you to know that I love you.' The moment I said my last words I can hear the machine not peeping anymore. I get my hands on her shoulders, shaking her shoulders lightly. My tears dropped from my eyes. 'Grandma, please say something....' Holding her cheeks. Caressing her face. 'I need you... please.'

It's been like 30 minutes. My father and that evil stepmom came. She acting like always. I went outside the room. After that, the doctor came with some documents that had to be signed. My dad coming near me and said 'Aren't you coming home?' I just looked at him and turned my head to the other side. My stepmom hugging my dad from the back and said 'Honey let her be.' Then they left. All night I stayed in the hospital. I had to leave the hospital because the nurses kept saying I couldn't stay there. I was outside just in front of the hospital entrance. It's raining. Just another rainy day. I was about to leave till I saw my stepmom. What the hell is she doing here. I hide behind the wall. I can see she is talking with someone. I go closer to her so I can see and hear the conversation. She is talking with the doctor. Isn't that the one that inspected grandma?

The conversation:

Stepmom: Do you have the money as promised?
Doctor Kim: Yes as long you don't say a word.
Stepmom: Don't worry. My lips are sealed.

The doctor hands the bag with money to her. She takes it and leaves.

That bitch. What's this all about? Has this to do with grandma. I go on foot to home. I laugh ironically. Home? Did I ever have a home? I don't think so. I'm in the middle of a bridge. The weight of my body leaning to the rails of the bridge. I'm looking with my head down to the sea. Crying my lungs out. 'I don't know what to do anymore?!' I take a deep breath and try to make my way back home. I keep sobbing.

My days have been passing like a nightmare. The torture, the abuse are being worse and worse. The only thing that gives light to my life is him. A few days ago a new transfer student came. He is been so sweet to me since then. No one ever talked to me or been sweet to me. I don't even have a friend. His name is Park Jimin. Today is the day that he will take me out. I'm making myself ready. He said he would take me to a bar to drink something. This is what I'm wearing and my make-up and hairstyle.

Hairstyle:

Make-up:

dress:

Oh, it's almost 8:00 PM. I should go before I'll be late. My phone is ringing. I smile the moment I saw his name. It's Jimin. I pick up the phone.

On the phone:

Jimin: Hey Lucy. Are you ready?
Lucy: Yes I am.
Jimin: I'm waiting at the bus stop for you.
Lucy: Oh okay. I'll be there in 5 minutes.

I go outside ASAP before someone sees me. I make my way to the bus stop. I can see his car. He leans on the car. The moment I came closer I hugged him. He hugs me back and gives me a warm smile. Then we got in the car. He starts the engine. Jimin couldn't keep his eyes off me. Then he said 'You're so pretty today. I mean you're always are but today you're gorgeous.' I tug a part of my hair behind my ear and I blush. 'Thank you, Jimin.' 

Jimin holds my left thigh with his hand palm firmly. It feels uncomfortable. I should find a distraction. 'Uhm, can I turn the radio on?' He looks at me and answers 'yeah sure.' 

I bend slightly forward and change the channel and put the volume higher. At that moment he takes his hand back. Jimin stop his car and said 'We arrived.' I look outside. It seems like a fancy car. 

He opens the door for me. 'Thank you, Jimin' He takes my hand and gestures me to the bar. 

The moment we got inside. The bar haves red furniture. There is a lot of man inside. Looking at me like I'm their dessert. 

Jimin and I settle down and order drinks. I wanted to make my own choice of what I wanted to drink. Jimin choose the drinks and gave some signs to the man. I just know something isn't right. I'm getting scared. Our drinks came. We talked a lot and I enjoyed it but my head hurts a lot. 'Uhm... Jimin can we go home?' I try to get up but I failed. Jimin caught me on time. He lifts me up. he whispers in my ear. 'Shh, don't worry. We will go but not home.'

Then everything went black.

TO BE CONTINUED