after the one

we all have that crazy side of us that comes out ever once in a while. trust me I would know. a few weeks ago I remember talking to my girlfriend and just having a good time the mood was just perfect. then I remembered out of no where I was holding a knife in my mind the thoughts going through my head were similar to a physcos thought. I remember going to my room plunging the knife into my bare skin. I didn't seem to feel a thing I then took it out and plunged it into my sides still nothing. even though I was bleeding none stop I felt no pain at all. I then remember I always wanted my mouth slit opened like Jeff. this was finally my chance since I didn't feel a thing. after slitting my mouth like Jeff I went and called my mom to see me. the expression on her face I could tell she was horrified by it. I didn't bother to even risk hurt her I had my mind on someone else . but I would come back to her eventually. after letting her see me I left the room with a grin on my face.