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๐๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐๐ข ๐ด๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ค (๐๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐ฆ)
๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ก ๐๐ข ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ซ, ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ℑ ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ก ๐ค๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฉ.๐ฐ๐ฑ๐๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ข๐ก: โตโถ/โตโน/โถโธ๐ข๐ซ๐ก๐ข๐ก:โต/โทโฝ/โทโธ
I am not a sinner. | Fyolai
A holy priest and a sinful jester. Many would believe souls like those are not compatible, however, they seem to have more in common than anyone would expect. In the end, their fate is only for God to decide.____A/N : Hello, stranger. This story will be all you never wanted to hear in the connection to Fyodor and Nikolai, in a way that will make you stare at the ceiling, of course. I want to focus more on religious trauma and forbidden romance in this story. Enjoy. Credits for art goes to its maker.
I love you | StudxStud
"I can't escape the way I love you I don't want to, but I love you" Loving someone seems so effortless right? So why was it so hard her?Sarahi Eloise Ray was raised in a strict christian household, she's read the bible front to back. Been to every church event you could think of, she's sinned like everyone else but nothing too crazy.. Yet every Sunday since a young girl she's felt so much guilt and shame, never understanding why... until she meets Cateleya and while she's too young to understand her feelings, she knows it feels right. Cateleya feels right? So why doesn't she want to love her? Better yet, why can't she love her? Follow Sarahi on her journey to becoming her best lesbian self. :)
...๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ || gameknight999
" ๐๐๐๐ฒ, ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ " in which a fallen angel finds solace in a grief she had underestimated."๐๐๐๐ฒ, ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ? "or in which two wrongs learn that their combined feelings could never make a right, but rather a third, more complicated thing."๐๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ "a book in the angelverse, part two in the normal serieserebus x OCcanon divergent, takes place post-destruction of the overworldtws: violence and bullying, character death, xenophobia, prominent themes of religious and parental trauma, mentions of self-harm" ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข'๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ? "
Daddy Issues
"๐ญ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ด ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐"Percy Jackson, a high school senior with a troubled past, and an uncertain future, who only seems to live in the present. Strong, popular, and charismatic, not to mention attractive, he's the ultimate power fantasy. He doesn't let anything get under his skin... Does he? Nico diAngelo, once upon a time the perfect little catholic boy, a shining example of pure, unwavering faith in the almighty father. That is, until tragedy struck, like she does for us all, and violently stripped him of his innocence. But that was almost four years ago. He should be fine... Shouldn't he? Two boys that haven't seen each other in years, that left on bad terms and are trying not to think about each other. Two boys convinced that they have nothing in common, that they screwed up so badly the first time, there's no way the other doesn't hate them now. New York is a big city, and Goode is a big school, obviously they'll be able to avoid each other indefinitely... Right?(TWs for: Abuse, neglect, alcoholism, religious trauma, depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts and actions (seriously, one of our boys tries to kill himself twice) homelessness, self-loathing, internalized homophobia, heavily implied sexual abuse, pregnancy, anxiety, panic attacks, and if there's anything else I forgot to mention, please tell me)
Borrowed Time Part 2
**THIS IS THE SECOND PART OF BORROWED TIME, PART ONE IS ALREADY ON MY PAGE!**Juliette Smith is aware that everything she does is on borrowed time. Her popularity, her relationship with her father, with her friends... all of it is on borrowed time. Her existence as she knows it is so fragile.With the revelation of one secret, all of it could go up in flames, but there's never been any reason for her to disclose it, and there has been every reason for her to hide it; it protects her image.Esme Panchak is, by definition, a poison to her image. She is everything that Juliette isn't. She's undermotivated, crass, and unapologetically her own person. She's everything that Juliette has trained herself to loathe, and everything she has successfully avoided for three years... but she's enchanting, enticing. Whenever they're together, she can feel her grip slipping bit by bit.So, when Juliette ends up stuck with Esme as her lab partner, she realizes just how quickly the secrets she's trying to outrun can catch up with her.Haha had to split it into 2 parts... APPARENTLY Wattpad only allows for 200 chapters per book, silly me, silly me.
when you drown your girlhood
aeolist.High rankings-#1 in poetry#1 in creativewriting #1 in prose#1 in spokenword#1 in girlhood #1 in prosecollection#2 in poetrycollection #2 in deeppoetrytrigger warning- poor mental healthsa + abusesubstance use disordersecond poetry collection (2023)*images are from pinterest. creds to the owners*
A Bloodless, Broken Family
Izuku's tired. Tired of shitty people and shitty lies and a fucking shitty life. He's just so tired. So with nothing but his savings and the hope of a fucking Craigslist ad, he leaves- a one-way ticket to the US, a new life, a new beginning. But history always bites you in the ass. And two years later, those he left behind see what truly has become of the person they broke down. And the people who put the fragmented pieces back together.
Leviticus
Levi is a 15 years old guy, with not much to worry about, except trying not to fall asleep in church.Until the day he wakes up on the shoulder of an unknown, but very good-looking guy. From that moment on, his life will never be the same. Jay is a 16 year old who's trying to cope with his annoying stepmother and weird stepbrother, and his father who never pays attention to him. But when someone starts using his shoulder as a pillow, and making him feel things he shouldn't, he realizes his family is only the smallest bit of his worries.~~~~A story about 2 guys with very different pasts, trying to love each other, but meanwhile being held back by their surroundings.This story is about love, a whole lot of lies, and self acceptance.
blessed assurance
daemon.twhighest rankings#1 in lgbtpoetry#2 in blackpoetry#2 in prosepoetry #2 in creativenonfiction#2 in prosecollection#3 in spokenword #3 in poetrybookfourth poetry collection (2023)
Lucifer : Tainted | Woosan
"If they'd heard us right now, they'd say we'd gone crazy. That we lost our fucking minds.""That's what they'd always said, you know. About you and me."
I'm The Prince's Soulmate
Don't like the title may changeIn a world where most people get a soulmate mark at eighteen Protagonist is mildly terrified as he has always had bad luck. Sure enough nothing seems to change as his soulmate turns out to be the prince!Tldr: "I've got the same mark, I'm the prince's soulmate!" "The Prince is gay?!" (Audio from tiktok)
MEMENTO MORI (a fyolai fanfic)
This is how the infamous terrorists of Yokohama met each other and became infatuated with one another. A street rat, Fyodor Dostoevsky, a young and frail boy looking for answers to all of his questions on the unforgiving streets of Moscow found a seemingly strange, unique clown of all things. Nikolai Gogol. They would venture together becoming an unstoppable pair but what trials and tribulations would be along their way.art is not mine btw, it belongs to creantzy! I beg follow them on all platforms, their art is amazing!
Rooftop /SALVIS / TWW
Sal never really noticed or minded Travis, even when he called him names. Sal doesn't want to be enemies with him, he doesn't like conflict much. Lately he notices thing that concern him about Travis, why is he so skinny? He's covered in scars. Sal makes it his goal to find out, but when he does how can he help? What happened when you fall in love trying to help somone? But when the story takes a dark and sad turn what happens? Can Travis really be saved?Trigger warnings:Abusereligious traumadrinkingdrugsbloodslursshmentions of suicidecursingmajor character deathno smut u whores /pos
๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ'๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ ใCreepyPasta Original Storyใ
ใ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ'๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ ใ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฒ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ ๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐จ๐งเผถโโโโโ๐เญจ๐ฉถเญง๐ชฝโโโโ•เผถ "What do you mean irritable?" She spoke with a bitter tone, annoyed that he had pulled her away from her work.She didn't have time for this. "I don't mean to be disrespectful. I'm simply saying this could benefit you in the long run." He slid the small notebook across the table, then clasped his hands together. "..." "Just try journaling for a minimum of a month. Then, if you don't like it, you can discard it. I need all my workers to be their best, especially one's like you, Eve." Her eyes narrowed still opposed to the idea, but she knew she wouldn't win this battle. She never did. "Fine." She grabbed the book and studied each individual detail on it. Nothing fancy, but it was well made. "Delightful, you may leave now."เผถ•โโโโโ๐เญจ๐ฉถเญง๐ชฝโโโโ•เผถ A story in which the main character slowly loses her mind because of the sheer amount of pressure on her.Or God makes a mentally ill, small girl go insane from pressure that's put on her.โโโโโโโ๏ธโ๐ฉถโโ๏ธโโโโโโ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐๐๐ญ๐: September 7th, 2023๐ชฝ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ญ๐: October 24, 2023๐๐๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ: 6,556๐ชฝ๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฌ: 19 (8 chapters, 10 entries, 1 news article)โญโโโโโโโโโโโ๏ธโโโฎ ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ชฝโฐโโโ๏ธโโโโโโโโโโโฏโ Strong Language~โซโ Abusive Relationships~โซโ Neglect~โซโ Multiple deaths~โซโ Angst~โซโ Mental Illness~โซโ Religion and relating trauma~โซโโโโโโโ๏ธโ๐ฉถโโ๏ธโโโโโโ(Not used go writing horror please be nice to me lol)(Also please point out mistakes
Eddsworld Carrie AU
The year is 1979 and Jon White just can't catch a break. Eveyone treats him like garbage, Teachers, students, neighbors, and even his fanatically religious father, Eduardo, seems more preoccupied beating the bible into Jon than being a good father. After one humiliating prank goes too far though popular kid Edd Snell is determined to make amends, He even asks his best friend Matt to take Jon to their senior prom to make him feel better, and for once, things seems like they might turn okay for Jon. What none of their class mates know though is that something is growing inside of Jon, a strange power to move objects three times his weight with just his mind, and it seems to only get stronger the more he uses it. What will happen when Jon's biggest bully, Tord Hargenson, partners up with the town deliquent, Tom Nolan, to try and turn prom night into a prom nightmare for Jon? Read this terrifying tale od revenge to find out, and witness the DESTRUCTION! It'll be a night you'll never forget. ;)TW: child abuse, homophobia, no happy ending, main character death, religious trauma, animal death
Memories and Dreams
Travis Phelps hates Sally Face's guts. However- unwillingly so, mind you, has a dream about him./ Active / This is a first draft type of thing though, my more edited one is on A03 under the same user and name :-))
The Eldest Daughter โ๏ธ
A collection of poems I wrote ages 13 to 31 that show how I grapple with neurodivergence, gender roles, and the conservative fundamentalist environment I was raised in. This is the most vulnerable work I have released to date, letting you into intimate moments of my life.I hope you enjoy poetry that I've poured my soul into over the years.
HUMILITY
a distasteful collection of unholy experiences.© all rights reservedjuno / summertwine
![A Test of Faith [bxb]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/274564660.jpg "A Test of Faith [bxb]")
A Test of Faith [bxb]
Luke Wilson was raised as a righteous son of God. Church meetings, Sunday school, and Boy Scout outings filled his summer schedule. It wasn't until a tall boy his age, sun-kissed and smiling, took a seat next to him at the campfire that he began to reevaluate where his priorities lied.The two are forced to confront everything they have been raised to believe if they're to survive in a community that views their relationship as nothing more than a sin.TW: religious trauma
She | Chrissy Cunningham x reader
I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing but I'm totally winging it. (note: after writing the intro I've decided to make this story Inspired by a Dodie Clark song called she. I highly recommend listening to it as it will be the main theme of the story!!also it's a beautiful song with an amazing story!!)I've hardly seen any Chrissy x readers and it makes me sad as Chrissy is my favorite character! I simp for sure lol, anyways this is a femreader just a heads up! (TW: possible internalized homophobia, traumatic events, mention of eating disorders, homophobia, mentions of sex and sexualization (possible nsfw), mentions of religious trauma, depression (low self esteem), anxiety, swearing, homophobic slurs, mentions of suicide, mentions of murder, mentions of death)Intro: Chrissy Cunningham, the queen of Hawkins High, and cheerleader. We use to be friends in middle school, when my mom forced me to do cheer. She made me feel less weird, not like it matters, being a girl who likes girls makes me the schools, uh, scratch that, the TOWNS, outcast. Girls don't wanna be around me and guys try to "be the guy who fixes" me, if they don't sexualize the fact that I am gay. I love Chrissy, but she's the queen, and I'm just Y/N, the antichrist, the abomination, the outcast. Shes also straight and dating Jason, who she's too good for! she's sweet, and kind, and cares about those around her, while Jason is an asshole who bullies absolutely everyone who is different from the social norms.***she tastes like birthday cake, storytime, and fall........but to herI taste of nothing at all....-Dodie Clark***