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Silent Suffering
Midoriya is hit with a quirk during his internship, causing him to lose his voice. What they don't know is that in return, he's able to hear the thoughts of those around him, allowing him to discover things about his classmates he was never supposed to know. He might even learn more about himself in the process.DISCLAIMER I don't know a lot about sign so it's probably unrealistic, be warned!!Highest ranking: #1 in "bakudeku" (30/06/22)
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[no quirk AU](WARNING; story contains triggering themes such as self harm, suicide and abuse {TODODEKU})After a fatal accident with his mother, Izuku Midoriya is taken in by his uncle. He transfers to a new middle school, where he decides to work as hard as possible. Midoriya Izuku has gotten into the prestigious high school, UA. This high school teaches students at a higher level than a normal school. Midoriya tried his best to cover up his mental health, but is discovered by few people. How can he learn to open up, if he has kept all his problems bottled up his whole life?COMPLETED
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scars can fade [bakudeku]
⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATHIzuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him.-The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story- No smut- I don't own bnha or any of the characters in itFirst chapter published: 28/11/2021Last chapter published: 28/11/2021Word count: 24.504
Deku, Why?!
"Take a swan dive off a building, you might have a quirk in your next life." Katsuki laughed maliciously.Izuku had finally had it, that was the last straw. Izuku looked up, making direct eye contact with Katsuki. "Fine." WARNING: This story has extreme swearing, hanahaki disease, violence, blood, self-harm, suicidal themes and homosexuality. If any of this upsets you or triggers you in any way, do not read. You have been warned.
Pain Comes From Trauma {Suicidal Deku}
NOT A SHIP STORY!!!Bakugo tells him that he should go kill himself... But what if he goes ahead with it?Bakugo is a bit "soft" in this This story will include:•Self harm•bullying•suicide attempt•suicideCharacters and show by HorikoshiIf you don't like this type of stuff or angst in general. I advise you to not read4/9: 🏅40: #ohno5/5: 🏅 1: #awshitherewegoagain
The afterlife(depressed Deku×Bakugo)
⚠️W A R N I N G⚠️ This story contains:self harmsuicideeating disorderdepressionrapeetc.One of those Depressed stories yeeyeeand one of those bakudeku stories if you wanna know what happens just read the story lol.highest Ranks:#185 depressed#4 depresseddeku#47 katsudeku#31 dekubaku#145 BakuDekuYes I made the cover all by myself(not the art so creds to owners) but the editing I did that. so pls give credits if u repost/useUpdate: Part 1: completePart 2: completePart 3: completePart 4: completePart 5: completePart 6: completePart 7: completePart 8: completePart 9 completePart 10: completeExtra part: complete
Midoriya's Breaking Points
Izuku Midoriya been living a pretty crappy life. Being born quirkless, being bullied by Bakugo and the rest of his group. His father working overseas, his mother constantly worrying about his depression, and even worse. His disability.Follow Midoriya in his breaking points Warning: Suicidal intents, Depression, Bullying, Self-harm, HeartbreakIf you cannot handle those, this story is not for you. If you need help with those topics listed, receive help, from family, friends or even myself. You are not alone, and you are loved. Credit to the artist for the cover!
Disconnected (bakudeku)
❗❗Warning: self harm abuse angst feels fluff smut and mothers ❗❗Dekus life has been turned upside down ever sense his dad left. his mom gets drunk every night and lashes out on deku. He's a loner in school and his crush (kacchan)hates him. Will he find happiness ? Read to find out. ALL OF THE CHARACTERS ARE 18+ (last year of UA)Highest rankings: #1 depresseddeku#1 mhayaoi#1bakudekuyaoi
The Hopeless Boy (U.A Staff Chat)
As Present Mic created a staff chat for important meanings *cough* Chaos *cough* He accidentally added a random person in the group chat they let him stay but the will the secrets that they reveal make them kick him out and never speak to him again?..
Your words hurt (Depressed/Suicidal Deku)
Izuku Midoriya has been bullied by Katsuki Bakugo since they were children. Midoriya gave Bakugo the nickname Kacchan, and Bakugo gave Midoriya the nickname Deku ~ that means useless. Midoriya has finally had enough. He has been mentally and physically abused and can't take it anymore. This book takes place when they are in middle school.⚠️Warning⚠️- Selfharm- Abuse- Suicide- Cussing - Depression- Slight eating disorderIf this causes triggers I recommend you do not read this book.
Drowning (BakuDeku)
He was drowning. Drowning in his own head. In his own thoughts. Flashes of his classmates came and went. There smiling faces and carefree laughter, while he was off in the corner, watching through a window. Villain attacks that he was completely useless in. He couldn't help Aizawa. He couldn't save Katsuki. He was useless. He was unwanted. He couldn't do it anymore. He didn't want to. ⚠️trigger warnings⚠️-depression-suicide-anxiety-panic attacks-eating disorders -self harmthis is the only warning you'll get, there won't be individual warnings for the chapters, so if you can't handle these topics do not read this fic.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i wrote a depressed deku one shot like a year ago and people really wanted me to expand on it, so i'm writing this now???
Flawless
Bakugou has always kept up a mask, but what happens to him after he finally pushes away everyone important to him? Will he get the help he needs or will the end be sooner than anyone expected? Warning this story will contain topics such as -self harm-negative thoughts-depression-attempted suicide-intrusive thoughts-sexual assault-ooc bakugou and others
Bakudeku One-Shots
It's how it sounds I don't do smut/lemon whatever you call it sorry May have mentions of ED, Depression, self harm, etc. I'll put a warning if it does Credits to the artist None of the characters belong to me.
A Flower Per Thought (BakuDeku)
A Flower Per Thought A flower per thoughtEvery time he thinks of himIt's all his fault The flowers grow during the nightAnd in the morning, what a sightA flower per thoughtA flower per thought A knife in hand is what he's got A blade to his skin, his face feels hotA flower per thoughtA flower per thought~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~⚠️Triggers⚠️ Self HarmSuicide Swearing EtcDon't like it, don't read.
Deku's Depression
Warnings : Self Harm and Some gross scenes not the ones you might me thinking ya nasties There is going to be some dadzawa Read the story and feel free to always send me ideas
At first we're laughing Now we're crying (Depressed deku x Bakugo Book #1)
Note (8/10/22): I absolutely HATE this story, I feel like this isn't the best representation I could've done and definitely over-exaggerated some stuff, and I hate that I made Deku such a crybaby!Ever since His father died of a Illness ,Deku blamed himself for his death. But he regrets saying the 3 words he hated the most to his father,"I HATE YOU" sadly those were the last words he said to his father. Since then Deku didn't know how to express his emotions so he hides his face with his,'Izu-Chan board" a sketch book to write his emotions on. However he still didn't feel anything. His mother was worried for him. And it doesn't help that his childhood friend Bakugo bullies him. But what would happen if his bully secretly had a crush on him?! Warning! ⚠⚠⚠: this story include's Depression,Anxiety, and self harm and suicide attempts. If you have depression or anything I just mentioned reach out to someone please.
Can't Escape (Depressed Izuku x Bakugou)
Izuku Midoriya. The happy, cheerful, cute little boy that we all know and love. His life is going great, besides the fact that it's actually a mess. After finding out that he didn't have a quirk, his father began to abuse him. His mother soon passed away due to Hisashi's actions. His childhood friend, Katsuki Bakugou, bullies him on a daily basis. It's all too much for the greenette to handle. Until one day when he finally loses it. Will Bakugou save him in time? What is really going on inside of Izuku's mind? Warning!There are mentions of the following:-Suicidal Thoughts-Suicide Attempts-Self Harm-Abuse-Bullying-Eating Disorders-Depression-Panic Attacks-Rape
"Don't Help Me!" A BakuDeku Story
Izuku Midoriya, also known as Deku, is a boy whose been bullied and made fun of for most of life. Why was he bullied? Well, because he was quirkless. And while everyone was getting their quirks, he never got one of his own.Katsuki Bakugou, also called Kacchan, is a boy who got his quirk at age 4 like many others did. And when he found out Deku wasn't getting one, instead of helping him and being there for him, he bullied Deku. One of the main reasons why Katsuki bullied Deku was because he didn't want Deku to become a hero. Why? Because, being a hero could kill anyone without something to protect them, like a quirk. The other reason was because, Katsuki needed to hide the fact that he loved Deku. Why? Well, because he thinks if Deku ever found out then he would be looked down upon or he would just make things worse with him and Deku.What will happen when the Bakugou's pay the Midoriya's a visit? Will Midoriya ever get help for what his childhood friend, Katsuki, caused? Find out in this story!🚨Warning! This story contains🚨BakuDekuSu!c!de attemptsBullyingSelf harmAlso with the help of a friend. I've decided to have two different endings. A good ending and a bad ending.Date started: Feb. 23 2022Date Finished: Feb. 27 2022
he was here (depressed deku story)
allmights gone. is it my fault? izuku thought to himself. sitting on the cold bathroom floor he wondered, why wasnt it me? its my fault hes gone. but was it?TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!if you are sensitive to death, suicide, self harm, please dont read! life is beautiful and you are loved. if you are having suicidal thoughts please reach out to someone! they do care. also there is a little bit of swearing in here.happy reading!! i hope you enjoy! im not a professional or anything so sorry if there are spelling errors!the photo i used for this story is not mine! i got it from pinterest.have a wonderful day!!💗-greyy
Silence (Dadzawa) (Abused Deku)
⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️ Suicide throughts/atemps Self harm Abuse Death Blood (May be more added) Slow updates!The green haird boy is standing on the edge of the roof. JUMPNO ONE WANTS YOUUSELESSDEKU!He's looking at the sunset breathing in the fresh air when he lets go.With a smile on his face he fals and closes his eyesSILENCE
Addicted to the Knife.
Izuku Midoriya picked up a harmful coping skill back in middle school. When he was in middle school no one cared and after he left to U.A he was able to stay clean until one day..Same story under the same name by same author on AO3
sad bakudeku
deku is like depressed here so uh if u feel uncomfortable with -sh-edand stuff like that then dont read this
The Mansion
{No quirks, after highschool AU}Some of the boys from Class 1-A and some from other classes have joined money to buy a mansion. Everyone has their own room except for Izuku, he alternates rooms to share with the others. They all live him and are willing to kill to be with him.(Todoroki and Dani are not brothers)×Rated mature for violence and extreme triggering including the following:-rape-abuse-self loathing-death-brutal beating-anorexia and bulimia-sleep deprivation/ insomnia-sex (consentual)-depression-self harming-and more
The Blood Immortal
This story starts with Izuku when he discovers that he has a villainous quirk and that he has to hide it or he will be hunted for it. How will he handle it when a villainous organization called the Bloody Crescents comes after him, while he balances his complicated relationship with his new soulmate. Read this exciting story to find out more...***So, to start off, I just want to say that this is my au and that I do not own the characters, pictures, or the original story. This story includes DekuBaku/BakuDeku, violence, self-harm, LGBTQ, abuse, homophobia, murder, spelling, and grammar mistakes, and talks about bullying, self-harm and suicide.******In this au Izuku uses self-harm to use his quirk, so if you are triggered by mentions of self-harm please click off this story now. And if any of one peeps is struggling with these types of things, please know that it is okay to reach out for help if you need it...***
goodbye
Midoriya doesn't have a good life. He makes it seem as though everything is fine, until someone finds out a secret he was supposed to keep. How will everyone react to Izuku not being the happy boy he is.PLEASE READWARNINGSself harmswearingabusesuicidal thoughtsif none of these appeal to you please don't read.
"I Love You."
When Todoroki turns up on Midoriya's doorstep, crying and mentally in pain, what will Midoriya do to help his best friend and crush?Includes :-Bakudeku-Tododeku (Mainly)-Kirideku (In one chapter)-Kiribaku-Bakutodo / Todobaku-TodobakudekuWARNING: INCLUDES PANIC ATTACKS, SELF HARM, AND MENTIONS OF RAPEThe sequels are up now!