Thin Line between Love and Hate

Fuck Sebastian.
Fuck Sebastian.
Two meanings for those words yet I always assumed I felt like the first.
There's a thin line between hatred and love.
I might be the first to be stupid enough to use said line as a jumping rope, and not realize that I was switching sides.
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Sebastian Callisto. Secretive. Obedient. Kind.
He's unbalanced, or so people think. Nobody knows what kind of person he is, and nobody wants to.
Sebastian has been prone to bullies and teasing from his classmates ever since elementary. The reason? Because of one 'secret' that everyone knows about.
He's gay. Openly gay.
That's the only thing most people know about him, and they took that to advantage.

Xavier De Relux. Firm. Smart. Hypocrite.
One of the teasers in Sebastian's life. Following him like a dog.
Not like a puppy, where it whines for attention and circles around their master's feet.
No. He follows Sebastian to bite, scratch, and hurt him.
Hurt him for what he is.
Hurt him for what Xavier is.

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The two loathe each other will all their heart, well, that's what De Relux believed. However, when a misunderstanding makes them closer than they wanted to, said misread interaction between the two of them was stuck in one of their minds.

And when he realized how obviously he was drowning in denial, he strived to release his affection to his classmate in high school--now course-mate in College, eager to make things right if it meant lowering himself onto his knees for the very first time in the 23 long years of his life.

However, what if the other man happens to be already taken? Or more likely, forced to be taken against his will?