Hyunsuk pulled me up and I tried to my best but it was too painful, as if someone was tearing my hands.

"Demon....you think you will ever survive this?!" The man cried. "I survived you, so why not?" Hyunsuk said. He started walking as he helped me but the man quickly grabbed his gun. "D-Die!" He cried but Hyunsuk was quick. He threw me on one of the chairs as he kicked the gun out of the man's hand and then kicked him.

The man passed out and Hyunsuk sighed. He held me again as the both of us quickly walked outside. We used the window to jump outside. Hyunsuk jumped first and I only held to the corners of the wall as I walked downstairs. My vision became dizzy as everything was moving around so quickly, I felt nauseous too.

"JUMP QUICKLY!" Hyunsuk cried. "I...I am unbalanced! I might fall down and get hurt!"  I cried. "Just jump, I will hold you." He said. His tone sounding sincere. I let out a deep sigh as I closed my eyes and let myself fall. I felt two hands warping around me strongly as Hyunsuk hugged me and the both of us fell down, me on top of him.

"You are too heavy....." He said. But I didn't reply, I was in that phase, where I was half conscious. "FUCK! You are bleeding too much." He cried as he got up and held my shoulder. Through blurred vision I saw his panicked figure, ripping my clothes and his cold hands touching my skin, it was perfect.

I felt something being warped around my hand as then he held my waist and picked me up. I allowed myself to go to sleep.

For some reason I didn't know, I felt safe in his arms.

2016, December 17th:

Once again the little girl was there drawing in her small canvas. I remembered the paper she dropped last time and  brought it with me. 

"Hey." I called. She rose her dark eyes, looking at my feet as she avoided looking directly at me. I sighed as I held her hand and placed the papaer. "You dropped this last time." I said. The girl glanced at it and then tore it. I gasped as I looked at her. "It was good, why did you do that?" I asked.

"I have got a better version."  The girl said in a voice barely audible. She handed me her canvas and I looked through it, the sketch of a Sakura tree, but it wasn't actually a tree. A dead one with many fallen dead petals and crows standing on it.

"W-What is this....."

I gasped as I opened my eyes widely and took a deep breath. I was sweating a lot. The pain hit me after few seconds, I got my shoulder shot, oh joy.

I looked around, no one was there. I was on that type of bed that was on the ground, just a pillow and a blanket. It was a small room, a small broken t.v on the side with a table and some food. I tried to recall what happened. I held my head as I started thinking.

Hyunsuk saved my ass.

The door opened and he came inside walking as he held a tray. "You are finally awake?" He asked in a cold tone as he placed it down and then sat down checking something in his bag. "What is this place?" I asked.

"You got shot at that damn party, I saved your life, bad of me, and brought you here to a motel." Hyunsuk said. "A MOTEL?" I cried loudly and he covered his ears. "Then should I have let you out like a dog??" He asked.

"But....a motel.....isn't it too cheap? I mean you are the son of the YG boss! At least a VVVVVVIP room would suit your wealth." I said. Hyunsuk sighed as he glared at me. "Unlike someone, I don't like to waste money." Hyunsuk said.

I sighed as I lied down again, the pain isn't leaving any soon anyway. But I quickly got up again and he glanced at me with confused looks. "My gang...the mission...oh no....what time is it??" I asked. "Well.....it is currently 11 AM, you slept for two days after I took you to a hospital." Hyunsuk said. "TWO DAYS!!" I cried as I tried to get up but the pain on my shoulder made me fall down.

"You need to rest." Hyunsuk said, not making an effort to stop me. "But....I have to contact them..." I said. "Is the gang more important to you?" Hyunsuk asked. "Yeah....."

He sighed as he got up and opened one of the drawers, he took out my bag and threw it in my direction. "Both your male friends kept on calling you, but I decided not to answer. I will be out." Hyunsuk said. He left and I sighed as I took out my phone, so many missed calls from the family butler, Duri and Seungjoo. And some annoying ass with a blonde hair.

I decided to call Duri first, it was few minutes until he picked up and I heard loud crying and swearing. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" He cried loudly.

"Man shut up. I failed my mission but I am still alive." I said. "Where exactly?" He asked. I glanced out of the window, there were many birds as the sun light was bright, disgusting. 

"I am somewhere." I said. "Don't pull that shit on me Y/N, you know you shouldn't test my patience." Duri said and I laughed. "Don't worry, I am really fine, I will be back in few days." I said. "Who are you with?" Duri asked. "Alone, hiding." I said. "Fine then, I will be waiting." Duri said.

"Can you talk to Seungjoo instead of me? I don't have the power to talk to him." I said in a tired tone. "Fine...." I could hear him sigh as he ended the call. Right after that, I called butler Kim and told him about what happened and what to make the men do. After that, I turned off my phone, I wanted some rest.

I heard my stomach growling, I hadn't eaten in a long time. I glanced over the tray Hyunsuk brought, a porridge and some medicine beside it. I let out a chuckle as I painfully grabbed it and picked up the spoon. I started taking bites, it tasted like shit but I still ate it because I was too hungry. I have never done such a thing before.

After it, I grabbed a bottle of water and along with it I drank the medicine. Pushing the tray away, I lied my head on my pillow, probably the medicine contained something making you sleepy, I smiled as I slowly drifted to sleep feeling calm for some reason.

Swift, organized, attractive

Just like her lullaby

The light movement of fingers on the strings of the violin made my heart pound quickly, it was just like her, but not humming.....just like her

Aria.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked in front of me. Hyunsuk was holding a guitar as he was playing the lullaby. My eyes widened as my jaw dropped, it was only between me and Aria, how did he know it??

"Where did you hear this song from?" I asked as I got up. Hyunsuk flinched as he stopped playing and then sighed. "I see you are finally awake, doing fine too to have this loud voice." Hyunsuk said as he placed the guitar aside and got up.

I quickly crawled beside him and held his hand. "Answer my question." I demanded. He rolled his eyes as he removed my hand. "I heard it somewhere." He said. "Where?"

The door was opened interrupting the two of us and a guy taller than Hyunsuk with grey hair came in. He stared at us for few seconds before bowing and closing the door. "Wait." Hyunsuk called as he pushed me away and walked outside. "Yoshi!" He called loudly.

"Yoshi my ass." I sighed as I got up. My shoulder still hurt me a lot but it was less painful now. I picked up my bag and scented myself. "Disgusting."

Hyunsuk walked back inside and rolled his eyes as he saw me again. He held his guitar and bag and started packing. 

"Wait, I need to take a shower first." I said. "Look here, you are getting the wrong idea but you are not coming with me." Hyunsuk said. "So you are leaving me alone?" I said, in shock. "Yes." He replied as he held his bag. I pulled it from him and he did the same. We ended up tearing it as I fell and hit my shoulder and he hit his head.

"MY HAND HURTS MORE NOW HOW COULD YOU DO THAT!" I cried loudly, probably tearing Hyunsuk's eardrums. "My bag....DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT COSTS?" He cried. "Cost? COST?? MY HAND GOT INJURED RIGHT NOW! And you are a fucking member in one of the big three, why bother with losing such a cheap bag." I said.

Hyunsuk sighed, he never stops.

"Does it hurt a lot?" He asked, pointing at my shoulder. "It does!" I shot him a glare. "Fine....until it gets slightly better, you can come with me." Hyunsuk said. Although I didn't know where he was going, or what he was doing, and why I felt this way, a small smile was drawn on my face.

"I need to take a bath first, get me some clothes." I said. "I am not." Hyunsuk said as he lied his back against the wall. "Uh, what?"

"You heard me clearly, I am not." He said. He had a grin on his face, and I clearly knew what he wanted. "Can you...p-p....PLEASE get me some clothes?" I said through clenched tooth. He placed his hands on his hips as he sighed. "Would it kill you to be polite?" He said in a sarcastic tone as he walked outside. I rolled my eyes as I walked downstairs.

I booked a private bathroom and bought a towel. I allowed the hot water to run on my skin washing off everything with it, pain, anger....grief.

I looked then at the walls, they were decorated with Sakura drawings. I rolled my eyes as I warped the towel around myself and went upstairs. No one was inside, the clothes were left on the table.

It was a causal black shirt and a black jeans. "Can't he be more stingy...." I sighed as I wore the clothes, they were comfortable but not fancy enough. I then dried my hair and made it in a ponytail. There was then a knock on the door after few minutes. "Can I come in?" Hyunsuk asked.

"Sure." I said. He opened the door and behind him came the man from before. The both sat down across me silent for a whole minute before speaking again.

"So you are sure you want to come?" Hyunsuk asked. "Yes, but I don't want this guy to tag along, he is handsome but it is supposed to be only us." I said. "Oh.....boy you got yourself a girlfriend?" Yoshi laughed. "Who said I was his girlfriend? I might be interested in him, but not as a human being." I said. Yoshi stopped laughing and Hyunsuk's face darkened. 

"He is not coming with us, other than that I have a trip to make for a small mission." Hyunsuk said. "A YG mission?" I said as my eyes sparkled. Yoshi was about to say something but Hyunsuk stopped him.

"Anyways. we will leave now, it will be a lot of walking, I won't budge of to any of your annoying excuses or shit, you got it?" Hyunsuk said. "Yeah sure, I am a mafia leader myself." I said as I started packing my stuff. Hyunsuk rolled his eyes and the three of us went downstairs.

He paid for the worker there and then followed us outside. He told Yoshi something, and while talking to him, he glared at me, probably bad mouthing me. He then parted with him and walked toward my direction. "Lets go."

"Already?" I asked. "This is not a picnic! We have to go now." Hyunsuk said. I sighed as I followed him. We got on top of a train as it started moving. Hyunsuk sat across me, when I tried to sit down next to him he only placed a bag between us to be a barrier.

I sighed as I glanced at him and he only plugged in his air pods to listen to some music. He shot me a glare and I only smiled. Knowing that I won't stop, he lied his head on the glass and fell asleep shortly.

I couldn't help but glance at him, admire him. I don't know why, but he is the first to make me feel this way after she left. He makes me want to open up to him, chase him, stay by his side. I wanted to know more about him, his life, his everything.

But at the same time I shouldn't.

I can't open up to people, I can't let anymore people in, I can't love anyone anymore or else.....he will have the same fate as her.

Without knowing, my body already moved and was now sitting beside him. I felt curious and so took off one of his airpods and plugged it in my ear. Lets not fall in love by big bang.

"Lame...." I mumbled as I took a closer look at his face. For sure he was handsome, very freaking handsome.

I rose my hand to stroke his hair. My eyes suddenly felt heavy and I couldn't help but close them.

Warm, soft, I felt my lips touching something warm and soft.

When I felt some movement, I opened my eyes. I was lying down on the chair with some jacket on me, both the airpods were in my ears playing another song now. I adjusted my hair as I looked around searching for Hyunsuk.

After sometime he came while holding three bags. "Are you hungry?" He asked. I nodded my head as I was about to get up but he held my hand and stopped me. "Lets eat." He said. I took off his airpods and handed it to him as I started eating the meal he brought.

"Who is the third one for?" I asked. "Me." Hyunsuk said. "You are having two meals??" I asked in shock, sounding a bit rude. "Can't help it if you were born with a big appetite." Hyunsuk said.

For the first time, I felt he didn't hate me, nor did I feel that he wanted to push me away. It was just for a while, he returned back to his antisocial and cold personality as we arrived and we got off.

"Where are we heading?" I asked. "Boseong-gun." He said. "A village? What type of mission do you have in a village?" I asked but he ignored me as he started walking faster. I tried to keep up with him. "A meeting then?"

He kept on ignoring me and we continued our trip until the sun rose and we arrived at the wooden gate outside. 

We stopped walking as we took in a deep breath. A small smile was drawn in Hyunsuk's lips as he looked ahead of him. An old lady came outside holding some medical herbs in a wooden tray. She smiled at him as the sun reflected on her. I just stood there looking at the two.

"Granny!" Hyunsuk said with a wide smile.

Granny?