-(part 2/2)-

It has been 4 months. We haven't met since then but we text each other once in a while.

He tells me that his practice has been going better than before and it hurts me to realise that I had been keeping him away from playing volleyball with all his heart since so long. But now, I feel like my decision was correct. He didn't realise it at first but this was exactly what he needed too. For his personal life, for volleyball, for our relationship.

Nowadays I just focus on my work and try to get him out of my mind but it doesn't seem to be working. Being in a relationship with him for so many years has unwillingly given a part of my existence to him. This distance between us has made me realise how much I love him and how powerless I would be without him. I just want the best for our relationship and especially for Tooru, even if it means grasping at straws.

Yesterday, he called me and said he wanted to meet but he seems to be backing the wrong horse. Meeting each other will make us emotionally susceptible to each other. This is not good for his career, he is in a phase where he needs his full attention on his ambitions and I don't want to be the reason for his flounder. Especially not in the field where he has worked scrupulously his entire life.

However, I trust his judgements, and if Tooru thinks that it will be fine meeting at this sensitive time then so be it. I should respect his decision, just like he did.

I put the cacti out in the sun and locked the door. I put the keys in my purse and headed to the bus station. After waiting for about five minutes the bus arrived and I boarded it and got down near the cafe. Again, before opening the door, I tighten the grip around the purse strap and take a deep breath. This is going to be for the best.

"Y/n! Over here" He enthusiastically called after seeing me.

I silently walked over to him, trying not to let my emotions for him overwhelm me. The realisation of my head-over-heels love for him wouldn't have been possible if it weren't for this distance between us.

I try to keep my composure and resist my urge to run and jump straight in his arms and hug him to death.

"Hey how have you been Y/n? I cannot even begin to tell you how much I've missed you"

"Me too Tooru, I missed you too. This was more difficult than I guessed" I looked up to see a smiling Oikawa.

"Y/n, there's something important I wanted to talk about. Now I know you would say that we shouldn't have met right now but trust me, this is really important"

"Um- you look really serious Tooru, what is it?" I tilted my head in both worry and confusion.

What he said next left me utterly shocked and happier than Larry.

"Now Y/n, I'm guessing you wanted a break because you felt insecure about our relationship," he started off on a serious note,

"I couldn't give you the validation you required at that sensitive time. Our relationship has been through tough times and I want to be able to take this even further. I'm sorry but I can't give to space anymore as I love you so much so you can't imagine. The moment you said you wanted to give this relationship a break my heart shattered into pieces, but I understood. But now, I am asking you to trust me, trust our relationship and help me find a new meaning to our lives. All I want, is to do things I love without hurting the things I love even more, you. So Y/n, please let's make all the hardships and tough times we've been through finally bring us good"

"So Y/n-" He got on one knee,

"Will you marry me?"

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A/N: aAAAAANND an Oikawa Tooru one-shot no one asked for ヽ(*ﾟｰﾟ*)ﾉ //slapped.

I am really very sorry, this was so trashy. I want to improve and I'm working hard for it,so i hope you keep supporting me because I love you all sm! (≧▽≦)(≧▽≦)

and always remember;

TOORU OIKWA'S FAVOURITE FOOD IS MILKBREAD 〜(꒪꒳꒪)〜 //slapped again.

Word count: 747

Written on: 1st November 2020.

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