Locked in my room I began to sob. Did I really want him to stay away from me? Would I be able to attend class and work with him without showing any feelings? Oh my what have I done!! I sobbed even more.
"Christal, are you ok." My mom asked. I just couldn't respond. "Can you open the door, maybe we can talk about it." I didn't want to talk.
"Not right now mom, I'd like to be alone." I replied.

I took my shower and went straight to bed. Eating was the least of my worries, social media was another not even mentioning homework.
My eyes felt heavy, I was in need of a nap so I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Went my parrot alarm clock, and I realized it was just another day of school.

I got ready,I went for a messy look, no make up and baggy clothes. I was in no mood to dress, I took the bus to school and headed to my class as soon as we arrived. Class went about smoothly, I did not pay much attention to what was being said because my focus was on Chris. He was the complete opposite, every now and then he would scribble something into his notebook and concentrated on the teacher.

The bell cut me out of my fantasy world just in time to hear the teacher say that the project is due next week. I glanced at Chris only to see him turning to face me, I quickly turned away. I had forgotten about that assignment oh my! We were almost done except for the short play which was incorporated.
"We need to finish," I heard someone say. I looked up to see it was Chris! How long has he been there?
"Ok" i replied.
"I'll message you, bye." With that he was gone.

While I was leaving the class I heard some girls talked about how disgusting I looked, they laughed and made disgusted faces. I continued walking none-the-less only to bump into Chris friend.
"Speak if the devil," he smirked.
"What's wrong." I asked.
"Oh nothing, Chris was talking about your look. Its ugly." He smiled then they walked away.
"Thanks" I whispered, choking back my tears. I was embarrassed.

I guess he is complying to my commands, oh how I hate my big mouth. I dashed out to my other class, the day went by fine but I was extremely happy when the bell rang. I walked home so I can breathe in some fresh air and tried to relax my nerves. In did it worked, I was a little more happy now so i agreed to complete the play.