I knew your health was
getting the best of you
In my chest I knew
that your time was coming
But all I did was continue running

The situation scared me
I just thought it wasn't fair
that you had to leave
and I still can't believe it

I should have went
to smell your scent
now I sit here discontent

I should have went
to look into your loving eyes
but I just told myself lies

I should have went
to hear your voice
but I made the stupid choice

I should have went
to touch you once more
but all I can do
is ask for your forgiveness

I promise your engraved
into my heart
and our souls will never tear apart

I know god had to save you
from all this pain
I just never thought
I would have to attain this pain

RIP Papa