Someone who knew me would know that I'm not big on the whole 'following a guy to the end'. They would know that I would be out for blood and answers. And that's what I did, in my bed, in the middle of the night. Thorin was out for the night because he just had to go smash some other guy's face.

So that's what I did. My legs bent at the knees with the blanket on them, making it look like two mountains were in my bed. Two pillows were underneath the skull that held the brain that was about to get the answers of its lifetime. There was even a steaming cup of green tea on my nightstand that I made with my ninja skills in the middle of the night without waking up mother.

The chat between Tj and I popped up quickly after the little icon blew a little kiss when the app was opened. I had a few unopened messages from other guys with usernames ranging from 'BBW_DESTROYER" to "IMSOLONELYHALPMEPLZ" but screw them. There was only one person there on there that I truly wanted to talk to.

It had been a month since I've talked to LoveFighter. Noticed that I said 'I've'? That's because I was the last one to message him and he didn't even message me back!

Tj wasn't just some guy on the internet that I should have been over. It was impossible for me to get over him. We talked a lot, I shared some stuff with him. He even saw the big hunk of pale flesh the size of a country that was my thigh and still said he liked it. You just can't get over something like that. Well, depending on the person.

Me: Hey.

I kept it subtle at first, and civil. It wouldn't have done me any good if he was scared off by me telling him that he was an asshole. Then again, it would have probably made him answer me instead of leaving me with the only message that I've sent him. I even waited, sipping on my tea that kind of spilled on my shirt a little bit but that's what you get for drinking something while laying down.

Nothing. Nada. Zilch. Not a single word in response to my nice hello. The possibility that he was over me ran through my mind. There were a lot of women in this girl so him meeting someone else and finding them more charming than me was not impossible though I am pretty funny and made the asshole laugh all of the time. Then again, there was the chance that he had died so he wouldn't able to text me back because dead people fingers don't really work as they would when the person was alive unless they're a vampire or something.

I really need to stop the caffeine pills. They began to give me headaches whenever I take them throughout the day. The only reason why I took them was to get enough energy to go to the gym for three hours to work off the carrots and celery that I'm forced to eat. I would have told Tj this but I couldn't because the asshole wouldn't message me back.

Maybe I shouldn't be texting him. Would this be considered cheating on Thorin even though we're not in a relationship, yet I like him and if he's telling the truth, he likes me too? Like I've said, there's no calling each other 'boyfriend' or 'girlfriend' but I still kind of felt bad for texting Tj.

LoveFighter: Hi.

Finally!

Me: Dude, you're alive.

LoveFighter: Yup.

Just a one worded response, but it'll do until I rip him a new one.

Me: What's new?

LoveFighter: Not much.

Alright.

Me: Same, but I have some news! I'm going to a party tomorrow.

LoveFighter: You? A party?

Me: I know, I know. My ass was dragged into it.

LoveFighter: You're not going to freak out, are you?

Me: Nah. I just won't take anything that day.

LoveFighter: You take something?

Me: Caffeine pills.

LoveFighter: Why?

Me: They give me energy man plus they keep the old tum tum in line.

LoveFighter: So they make you pretty much starve without you feeling it.

Me: They're not making me starve. I'm eating plentiful.

LoveFighter: Sure. You do realize that those things fuck you up?

Me: Don't you smoke? That fucks you up.

Touche for me.

LoveFighter: Working on it, babe.

Me: Well I'm working on my intake of caffeine.

LoveFighter: Flora, you know there is no reason for you to take those.

Me: There's a reason.

LoveFighter: Probably a stupid reason.

I exited out of the chat before I decide whether or not I was going to virtually kill him. He acted like what I was taking was such a big deal when it wasn't. His addiction made his lungs black like the tar that he was inhaling. Mine was just helping me wake up and my heart beat somewhat faster. But that's okay because when your heart is beating, the calories are burning.

My lips rolled together after another sip of green tea when down my lips to break down the lump in my throat. I hated how it was created from the shitty attitude that Tj was giving me. And it wasn't like he was doing me any favors talking to me. I could talk to anyone that I wanted to, there were a lot more guys out there.

Hey! I told you that I would update again in the night of my time ;D. Tj really seems like an asshole in this chapter, I wonder why. But yay for Flora for standing up to him, but boo about her and her obsession with caffeine. I just hope it doesn't become a problem for her. Expect another chapter in the middle of this week. Remember:

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