Perhaps it was love, perhaps it was just a touch of your lips, or perhaps just a subtle touch of your hands, but perhaps is just a cruel word, the uncertainty , the wait, things you hated , things I craved.

Alas, what a tragic way of things. Cause you weren't a girl of perhaps, you were a storm, the one to be reckoned with, the  implausible .

and I was merely a wave in your sea of emotions.

but you, you were my whole universe , the universe you were afraid to be part of.

but I was used to this, used of this uncertainty, the word that has defined my whole life.So, it was nothing new to me, but I don't know why it feels weird this time, this uncertainty, this perhaps. It feels as if you are close, yet so far away from me.

I am afraid, of this perhaps. The only perhaps I don't want , is you.

this feeling, is it, perhaps love?

love, AD<3