(4) TRUST ISSUES

Trust issues

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Younghoon POV ( Saturday, @ dorm)

I have a weird feeling about this. And yes I'm having so many questions with Sunwoo he's the one who's the most suspicious. And why others can't believe or even let me explain my side what if in the end I'm right? but at the same time, I don't know why Sunwoo will kidnap him or whatever he wants to do with Eric. So I must look and keep attention to Sunwoo's movements and now he's with Sangyeon hyung now I just heard their conversation. What if Sunwoo tries to brainwash us?

"Hey, can I come in?" I hear Haknyeon's voice, I can have my ally and will believe with me. "Doors open," I said. "Bro, you okay? I know all of us kinda have suspicions and can't trust each other this time. But I promised I'm trustworthy" I look into his eyes, I don't suspect him. But he's right and I can trust him? his eyes are sincere when I'm looking at him.

"I really have a bad idea with Sunwoo, I don't know but he's the most suspicious right?" He nods. "I will listen hyung, why Sunwoo?" he asks. Yes finally someone can listen to me. But someone interrupts. We both look to Juyeon, oh he's here too. He look at us confused. "Can I join? what's really happening? and Younghoon what about Sunwoo?" I just nod. I hope these two will believe me.

"Sunwoo is the first and last contact with Eric, and we are all in class. And Haknyeon you have the same class you don't see Sunwoo with Eric?" I ask Haknyeon. He shook his head. "I go in Hyunjae's class because we have a deal that I will treat him chicken for lunch, and that time, I don't know where Sunwoo goes I didn't even notice him" Haknyeon explains. I nod, so no one's with Sunwoo that time that's really suspicious we don't know if is he really saying truths. "So Sunwoo is alone that time" I added, they nod. But Juyeon look at me confused. "But Kevin and Jacob hyung said that they saw Sunwoo searching for someone, I mean he's searching for Eric in the canteen so they can notice Sunwoo, but not right?" I nod at Juyeon, but maybe they are late to see. sometimes criminals are smarter than we thought.

"But they can be late to see what is really happening. What about you Hak do you have some suspicions?" I ask. "Yes, with Q either New. But first, with Q, he's really suspicious tho. Chanhee said that Q is doing something I mean teacher order him to do the separating papers, which can be fast on what we thought so what he's doing when lunchtime. Chanhee said too that around 11 Q is out. So he can do the separating papers in 30 mins or faster than that. Right? and with Chanhee hyung. Does he really look calmer? and he always says that don't blame each other? or what if he's just protecting himself, but we know Chanhee hyung can't do that? So probably that will not suspect us, for that and also what if he's just brain wash us too? and also he's like protecting Q when I'm saying he is suspucious" both of us Juyeon amaze by Haknyeon thoughts. He can be right too, but I'm with Chanhee all day, I mean when lunchtime I'm already with him, so maybe Q is only the one we can suspect.

"I agree with Q he is not giving any expression when Sangyeon hyung discussing stuff earlier" Juyeon added. I actually notice that too. "What's with the little discussion here?" all of us were surprised by the sudden come of moonbae. Geez, we sigh and look at each other. "We're sharing some thoughts of our suspicions," I said. They sighed, and just shook their heads "Sangyeon hyung just said that no blaming each other" Kevin said. I nod, I know but this time we don't know what we're all thinking and what is the truth and lies, sometimes we can't trust each other too even me. "Kevin is right, we don't know what is really happening with Eric and what If no one here faults right?" Jacob hyung added Jacob hyung is such an angel I know we know yes, now you know. But even he, I can't trust. What if that's an adorable smile of him hiding something dark?

"Yes, you can guys go out your ass there and let's just think positive aish" Chanhee cursed, Juyeon just laughs and I just nod. Yeah yeah, even him I can't trust him. What if that's the sweet and lovely smile of him hiding some bloody truth? "Younghoon, stop blaming Sunwoo" Chanhee added too. And that's what I hate for him, why is he saying that? like he is really trusting Sunwoo. We don't know, tsk.

"Where is Q?" I ask. This guy has my attention now. Is he really that suspicious? what If Haknyeon is right? "He goes out, for a walk" Hyunjae hyung answered. "Believe me guys, we can suspect Q he is really acting weird, going out for a walk? for real?" Haknyeon said in disbelief. I nod my head, he is right. "I will buy my medicines, and try to find him" Juyeon added. I and Haknyeon just nod. "Just be careful, what If the kidnappers are just around" Chanhee added, aww this boy is being cared for now huh? "Don't worry I will be home safe, I hope Q will not kidnap me" Chanhee glared at Juyeon. "Yah! I just said no blaming, can we trust each other first" Juyeon just laughs and go out. Now I will take a look at Sunwoo and Q I feel there's a hidden truth in both of them.

Is this really hard to trust now?

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