Jania pov
Next morning

Yes last night I did come back to kentrell house .

I been up for 10 minutes now , listening to kentrell sore .

I tired waiting him up but all he keep saying it one more minute.

I'm hungry and I want him up nowwww!

I started kissing him and he still didn't wake up .

I know if I get up and leave without him he gone be mad so I guess we gone have to do this the hard way .

I stuck my hand in his pants then grab his nuts .

Nigga woke up so fast and threw me off him .

Mane why tf would you do that . He said while he was holding his Nuts .

Damn you didn't even have to push me on the floor like that . I said rubbing my head

My bad but you didn't have to grab my nuts either. He said helping me up

You wouldn't wake up plus I'm hungry.

What you wanna eat mamas ? Kentrell asked as I started thinking

I know the boys hungry so let go eat at Waffle House ! I said referring to gang

{which one better waffle house or ihop?}

Ight he said as he got out of bed .

I ran downstairs to tell them get ready. When I got down there they already had on the clothes in shoes .

Bitch go get ready , I'm hungry.kd snapped at me

That's how me and kd talk through.

Who- before I could finish kentrell yell

KD YOU CALL MA GIRL A BITCH AGAIN IMMA COME DOWN IN PUNCH YOU IN YOU SHIT .

Bitch. Kd mumbled causing me to punch him .

I went back upstairs in put on my shoes .

I ran to the car and waited for them to come out .

The only reason I got to the car first because kentrell WASN't finna have me thinking I'm on a roller coaster.

They finally walked outside with kentrell with them .

They got in the car and kentrell mugged me .

Fuck you mugging for . I asked

Who tf you talking to . He snapped

Unt unt cause your attitude finna piss me off . I said as I started the car up .

Both of y'all shut up . Kd said

I rolled my eyes.

Roll em again . I heard kentrell say

I slammed on breaks making him hit his head .

Ben, joe , and kd started laughing.

Say slime don't make me beat your ass . Kentrell snapped

Kentrell get out the fucking car , cause you woke up you was fine then you get in the car something wrong . I getting tired of this shit. I mumbled the last part .

What you said ? He asked as I saw boomer just shake his head .

I'm getting tired damn! I yelled making him give me a death stare.

He didn't say nothing so I start back driving.

It was a 20 minute drive of nobody talking .

We got there in got seated .

The waiter that came to are table was thick , nice body, and very pretty .

She was smiling at kentrell which blow me I didn't even wanna get food no more .

Hey I'm your waiter Mia what can I get for you today ?

I'm tryna get your number . Ben said licking his lips

She giggled.

They all said they order then it was my turn.

I want sweet tea to drink and buttermilk pancakes. She nodded as she wrote it down

Her and kentrell sat there flirting in my face which made me mad.

Bitch is you gone get or food or what . You know what ion wanna be here no more .

Nene you tripping. Kentrell said as I walked off .

I had already called me a Uber , I'm going to my aunt house.

I honestly feel like kentrell want space but want me to be there at night .

I'm not in no one sided relationship so he got me fucked up.

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Kd pov

You gone let your girl leave like that ?

Right that's fucked up how you just talking to the WAITER In her face . Ben added

Mane she tripping she'll be home tonight when she cool down . He said

Here go y'all food . The waiter said as she placed the food down.

Since nene left I grabbed her food too , I hungry so why not .

               -phone goes off -

                 BestieNene💚

Kd I'm leaving Baton Rouge tonight.

         Why you know leaving you know both me and youngboy need you ¿

Fuck youngboy he only need me at night time so he can sleep good. And kd I'll be back to see you . I just don't wanna keep watching up to someone who getting love and ain't giving it back .

             Nene he back on them drugs , you gotta stay to help him .

He got y'all , Im just some girl who y'all met at his concert. What make you think I can change him ?

             I know you can . The way he talk about , look at you , worry about you , and you the first girl he putting in work for .

I'm sorry kd . I can't do it . It's always so shit between me and him . Weather it's going off on each other on social media or just getting into over nothing .

                  Well where you going ?

Not saying but just know I'm fine . And I love you and gang forever. And you will  see me before I leave , I have to get my bags I left over there .

            -end of conversation-

Um y'all .

What kd . Ben asked

Nene not coming back .

Wym she not coming back. Kentrell said getting loud

She said she leaving Baton Rouge tonight. And before y'all ask where , she didnt tell me . But it's all your fault kentrell . I mumbled the last part

Why would you say that . Joe said punching my leg

Damn you good bruh . Ben asked kentrell

Yea . He said dryly

I know he was hurt , I could see it in his eyes .

But who am I to tell someone they not ok , if he wanna keep his feelings inside he tiny little heart then let him be .

We started eating then that waiter came up again .

Someone sitting here ? She asked kentrell

Duh , the girlfriend he would stood have if it wasn't for y'all flirting. I thought I said in my head

Oh I'm sorry , I'm not a Homewrecker. She said backing away

Yes your are and nothing but a nasty hoe , you not getting no tip from me . Ben said making joe laugh.

Kentrell wasn't saying nothing he was just zoned out .

Mane let's go . Youngboy said as we all ran out .

Y'all didn't pay ! The waiter yelled .

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Kentrell pov

She told me she would never leave . She would always be here for me .

How tf she gone get up and leave.

If we together, we suppose to work threw shit together right?

Everytime she not where I can touch her I feel like a peace of me missing .

"Nene not coming back " all I hear replaying in my head .

It was always us fussing then fighting and fucking all night.

Now she leaving me , probably going back to Chicago with her brother .

I tried texting and calling her , she didn't even open it .

I'm  new at love but I know I'm inlove with her .

She a reflection of me , on stage she my hype girl , and in my heart she my forever girl .

I know I got back on these drugs but only because Montana big fat nasty ass keep stressing me out about MY music career.

I be taking it out on Jania but DAMN I wish I could go back when she was in my dreams. But let's not speak on us meeting each other in a dream .

We tell everybody we met on Twitter end of discussion.

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Jania pov

When I got to my aunt house my brother was there .

Polo haven't met kentrell yet .all he hear is me talk about him . Both good and bad .

So you dropping in town and ain't letting a bitch know . I said as he pulled me into a hug .

Naomi I just got here chill out . But why you got that " this nigga got me fucked up " look on your face. He asked me

Kentrell , I just need to get away for awhile.I said rubbing my hand threw my hair

You can come to Chicago with me but you gone have to stay in the house . Pretty girl set boys up down there and they want hesitate to kill you if they think you one of them girls . He said making me think twice about going

When I was 9 me and my aunt went to visit polo done there in Chicago, a boy asked me to let hit it from the back .he was the same age but i not finna let nobody touch me so I ran home and told polo. When I say that lil boy got his ass beat . I mean he got beat so bad the neighborhood talked it for a week .

Anyways I snapped out my thoughts when he asked was I going or not .

Yea I got to get my bags from kentrell house though.

Ight hurry up, plane leave at 9:30 if you not there then I'll see you next time I come down her to BR

It's 5:45 now .

Kd texted me in said they was home so I pulled up there .

I knocked in Ben opened the door .

Nene I thought you was never coming back . He said as he pulled me into a hug .

I just here to get my bags. I said as I look seeing everybody in the living room

Nene let me talk to you . Kentrell said

Oh lord this better be good .

I followed him up to his room .

I went in the closet in got my bags while he just sat on the bed .

You leaving for real ? He asked with his voice cracking

I didn't say nothing, my heart was breaking hearing the way his voice cracked.

Kentrell please don't do this .

No nene you said you wouldn't leave me , YOU said you was gone be there for me . He said getting loud .

I swear you just like everybody else. You say what I wanna hear .

I'm Not like other people ! I yelled back

I feel in love with you shawty ! You swear I do you wrong . You suppose to teach me how to love you right , WE suppose to learn and grow together. AND FUCK ALL THEM HOES I FUCKED WITH! They wanna be you.

Kentrell just stop. I said with tears coming down my eyes .

What you crying fa ? You know what ,you was here to get your bags not to talk to me . So get the fuck out .

Ken-

Mane just get the fuck out . He said as his eyes turn black

I'm not gone leave .I said as his eyes came back to normal

I text polo and told him I wasn't going nomo .

He told me they knew I was gone stay in left already anyways.

I couldn't look at kentrell right now so I just went in to a shower.

I stayed in they got 1 hour and 30 minutes.

When I walked back to the room kentrell was sleep.

So I just got in the bed in grab my diary.

My diary go all away back to 4 months ago, I got two though.

The 1st one I been writing in since I was 10 , the second one which is the one I'm writing In now is the one I talk about me and kentrell relationship .

Damn I miss Bree and nana right now .

They go on vacation and act like they don't know how to call a bitch .

It's now 8:47 at night in I want me some peanut butter and pickles.

{peanut butter is nasty btw🤷🏾‍♀️}

It crazy I don't even like peanut butter.

It's the way it feel in taste for me . I said laughing to myself

-2034 words

-what nene been writing in that diary ?

-peanut and pickles?😳

-bree and nana on vacation

-nene and kentrell keep going at it 😂

-comment green emojis for good luck 🍀-