“Come on (Y/N)-cchi. (Y/N)-cchi!”  You shook your head, watching the blonde pout in front of you. “But why not (Y/N)-cchi? Please~” You finally stood up from the couch, Kise following behind you. You turned to face him with a tired look on your face. “If I go to the mall with you will you shut up?” He smiled brightly, nodding. “Yep! Now come on (Y/N)-cchi!”

He grabbed your arm and ran towards the door. “W-wait Kise! I’m not even dressed.” He let go of your arm, sitting back down on the couch. “Okay (Y/N)-cchi, but hurry!” You rolled your eyes and ran upstairs. You walked to your room to quickly change. As you were changing you took a second to look at your body in the mirror.

No one knew it, but you were a self-harmer. You looked over the scars on your legs and arms. To be honest, you were worried about going to the mall with Kise. You knew he would make you try things on and of course you couldn’t say no because you loved him. You just didn’t want him to see your scars. You were worried about telling him, which you were eventually going to have to do. Sighing, you quickly put on your clothes and ran back downstairs.

Kise saw you coming down and immediately jumped up. You walked over to him, grabbing his hand. “I’m ready now.” He smiled at you and walked out of the house with you. You could see Kise staring at you from the corner of your eye. After about five minutes, you stopped walking and turned to look at him. “What is it, Kise?” He looked at you then shook his head. “It’s nothing really. I was just wondering how you can wear long sleeves with it being so warm out (Y/N)-cchi.”

You shrugged, feeling a bit nervous, and continued walking. “I guess I’m just used to it by now. Come on, Kise. I’m not waiting on you.” He quickly ran after you, catching up with you. He was a little suspicious, but he brushed it off. He was just happy to be spending time with you.

*timeskip cause I can*

  You and Kise were now walking around the mall going to various stores. You spot your favorite store and start to walk towards it, dragging Kise with you. You start looking around while Kise wanders off somewhere in the store. After a while you had found a few shirts and a pair of jeans. You were walking to the dressing room when Kise hands you a pile of clothes. Your eyes widened and you looked up at him. “Really, Kise? All of these?” He just smiled and nodded. “Yep (Y/N)-cchi! And you have to show me all of them, okay?”

You nodded and walked into a dressing room, setting all the clothes down. You picked up a shirt from the pile and looked it over before putting it back down. You picked something else out from the pile, setting it back down too. All of the clothes Kise had picked would show your scars and you weren’t prepared to let him see your scars. You were snapped out of your thoughts when you heard someone knocking gently on the dressing room door. “Are you okay, (Y/N)-cchi? I’m coming in, okay (Y/N)-cchi? ”

You panic a little, realizing you had nothing on, and quickly pull on a dress lying on the chair. You look in the mirror, mentally cursing yourself. Of course you had to pick the most revealing thing in the dressing room. You tried to find something else, but it was too late. You heard the door open and you froze. You held your breath and waited for Kise to say something. “Wow (Y/N)-cchi! You look ama-.. (Y/N)-cchi..” You turned around and seen him standing there, looking worried. You wrapped your arms around your body, trying to hide the scars. You were scared of what Kise would think of you now.

 You stared at the ground, not knowing what to do or say. You could feel tears running down your face, but you stayed still. You feel Kise wrap his arms around you and pull you close. You start to cry into his chest, mumbling a few things. “I-I’m sorry Kise. I was going to tell you, I just didn’t know how. You felt him rub your back in attempt to calm you down.  He gently pulls away from the hug to look at you. “Don’t cry (Y/N)-cchi.”

 You wipe your eyes and look up at Kise. “I’m really sorry for not telling you.” He wipes your eyes and hugs you tightly. “It’s okay. Just promise me you won’t do it again (Y/N)-cchi. Please..” You look up and see Kise almost crying. You nod and put your hands on his cheeks, “I promise Kise.” He leans down and kisses you gently.

When you pull away, you see Kise smiling brightly. You raise your eyebrows at him, “What is it?” He turns you around so that you could see yourself in the mirror, “You’re still going to try on all the clothes and show me (Y/N)-cchi.” You sigh and push him out of the dressing room, “Fine.”

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This one was based off a true event of my own. No words for it.

-Brynabear.