It had taken me some time to find the strength to read the letter that she had left behind. She left it behind for a reason and she's intended it for me to read it. It was her final gift and, yet, I couldn't even find the strength to read it. Of course, after being on the receiving end of abuse and then tragedy, I suppose I was afraid that the letter would thrust us, now alone, into even more pain. I was afraid of my heart being broken again and I was even more terrified we would never be reunited with my father or that he'd want anything to do with us. However, I would realize all fears will have had to be faced and that I wouldn't know unless I had read the letter that she had left behind.

Some time, about less than a year after her death and while we were staying in a children's home, I finally mustered up the courage to read the letter. The birds were chirping and it was a light rain. Ryuuko and Nui were sound asleep. I had pulled the envelope out of my belongings and opened it.

Dearest Dove,

If you are reading this, then this means my time is almost up or that I have passed on and has left you behind me. Anyway, I have some secrets I may as well confess and they are very important, also it is equally important you read each and every word. I have always intended to bring you back to your father, Soichiro Kiryuuin, yet was unable to due to circumstance, however, I did track down his whereabouts, you are to go this address: 2143 Sorrows Pass Townhomes on Poker Street in Rye. Show this address to a social worker and, that way, you'll be well taken care of. I should have told you this earlier, I'm so sorry and there is no excuse for waiting this long.

Since, I have confessed that, I should also note that now is time to confront the past, cast it aside, and face what's ahead. I apologize that I cannot face it with you but it is something that must be done. Your sisters need you to look ahead and it will be frightening for you all but do, not try, do. Please grant my final wishes. Take care of your sisters and find your father.

I am sorry to have left you so soon

----With love,Rei

After reading the letter, I found myself in tears, sobbing hysterically. I had cried for about a few hours before finally stopping. I was to find my father but, in order to move forward, I needed to go back to where it all began.