Hello,

I wrote this letter to you for some beautiful reasons and I don't want you to miss it. Maybe because I might not remember these little thoughts of mine the moment when I meet you. So I hope you will know my other side.

Before, I was contented to be single and to be on my own or by my family. It was okay with me if I had a child without a husband. Before? I am okay with having my free time staying at home or going to the mall and date my lady friends but I don't even ask the forever to butt in in my life from those times.

I said before that I don't see myself walking down the aisle and kissed by my husband after the ceremony. Well, my point is like this; before I don't see or feel myself getting married. Well, in that part actually it's true that I don't really see it but that mindset changed the moment that my cousin got married. I witnessed it. You know what? They took nine years before they get married and now for sure, they are happy. I remember what my cousin said when my sister asked him if how many years did him and his girlfriend shared and he said this "see my shoes? The rubber shoes. How many pairs of it counts if how many years we are together." Then I'm amazed knowing that my cousin has nine pairs of it. In that moment, I just realized that they are destine for each other and that makes me feel the need to have someone that I will love for the rest of my life.

Well, I admit I loved someone before you. I just did and it doesn't make any spark at all. I then realized that I just want to study and enjoy being a student and that forever can wait and find me to give the right person. Wanna know why I wrote this? It's just because I know you will ask me some of my memories from my single life. I loved to express my feelings in a form of letter and I can say whatever I want to say. I hope, like my cousin has the forever he needed, I will have the same thing but not the memories because it's just for the both of them and I am about to create my own memories with you.