✒Feeling Guilty✒

Yugyeom POV

the doctor words along what Mark hyung said hit me at once like thunder. she was being bullied and i had totally no idea.

God she lived under the same roof as me yet I didn't notice a thing. Am I really that much of an idiot?

I gulped before we enter her hospital room which they move her to. and there she was laying on the bed liflessly. her face was covered with bruises to point where u can't even look at her And looking at her sight broke my heart.

I rage rising in me, who the hell did  this to her, who the hell is it, I didn't think I will spare who even they're but I also felt so .ad at my self for not noticing it earlier.

" hey. " bambam walked in along with the others guys

"hey..." I shortly said before turning towards Mark "Mark hyung, can we talk? " the words barely came out of my mouth, I still don't know what he meant by what he said

'Of course u don't know, or should I say u don't even wanna know, after all who is she to you? Ah yeah.. SHE YOUR MAID! ain't?'

We get out of the hospital room and went to an empty hallway.

"What did u meant by what u said earlier hyung?" I asked him directly not wasting any time.

"yugyeomah,  " he sighed before he continues "when are u going to fucking wake up for god's sake? u idiot! I am really afraid to lose my friend yugyeom, for good " I looked at him blankly  not getting his point.

he started again "It was all your gorgeous girlfriend hyunah's doing, And this was not the first time yugyeom, not even the second time" hyunah? ...what does he mean?

"W-what do u mean hyung? U most be mistaken. hyunah would never do something like this " I said not being able to believe it and I was really hoping that I am right.

No she can't be that monster,  who ever did this hodo was a monster and hyunah..I can..No it's not her.

"Oh come on yugyeom, I am not the only one who knows how evil she is. I am sure u know how evil she can be and if u don't then u are just a plain idiot. " ok that's it, I have seen different side of her just last week but could she be this eveil?

"Even last week yugyeom, I bet you knew that she was lying. Hodo is not someone who would hurt a soul. but u just turned into blind eye and this is were it got her. on the hospital bed" each of his word were right and painful as hell. It was a cruel trut which I didn't want to admit.

"yugyeom, if ur not going to deal with this situation, you'd better get her out if it complety. And the only way is to fire her, I will hire her back and she won't have to deal with all of this." What? Is  he suggesting that I fire her?

"If u will only see her as your maid, I don't, I won't. she's more then that. Before she a maid, she is a human being. she deserves more and better then this. she's more then that to me yugyeom. u can get an other maid in short time, right ?" W-what? Hell No!

I don't know why, but I suddenly got so freaking mad when he said that I should fire her "No hyung, I am sorry but I will take care of it on my way, thanks for telling me btw"

I don't wanna fair her never. It suddenlt scared the hell out of me to even think about firing her, no way in hell.

I quickly went back to the room to check up on her, if she wake up yet, And yh this time she was awake and was talking with guys

"Hey hodo, how are u feeling now" I asked as I get close to her, she looked up at me and smiled as if  nothing had ever happened to her.

"Yeas Yong mister, I am feeling better now, thank you" I thought she'd be mad at me, I thought she would hate me but here She's smiling at me even though the one who put her in this bed is solely non other then me, since hyunah is my girlfriend.

"hodo we will come back tomorrow, please take care and get well .  " jb and the others bid her a good bye and left. It was now only me and her left in the room

"Uhmm hodo, what happened?" I asked her. even though I already knew what happened, I still wanted to really confirm it one last time,

she just smiled "I -I just got into fight with some street gangs on my way back to home" what?!. street gangs? Wait is she laying now?

"What? Are u sure it was steet gang" I asked her again looking deep into her eyes, searching for sing of lie or truth

"A-ahh yhh I-I am sure" she stuttered avoiding my eyes which meant mark was righ and she was laying now but why is she lying?  even when she's on the bed with broken arm and badly damaged organs ?

"The doctor said u can leave when u wake up but u should rest and be cerful for couple weeks untill yiur arm and organs organs fully heal ."

"C-couple weeks?" She widned her eyes "And why is my arm casted ? I don't think I broke it ?" She attacked me with questions sitting up,

"Yeah u didn't just broke your
Arm,  it was cracked onto pieces hodo" she widened her eyes even bigger

"but I have a work to do. what am going to do" she mumbled the last part but enough for me to hear.

I wonder what's she's made of?! .does she love working more then her self, worrying about work while her arm is broken, really?!

"U have just broken your arm and u are worried about work! forget about work for second will you? u will get discharged now and ---"

"Wait..Are u goin to fair me?! I won't be able to go to the univeraity anymore?..it's ok mister I can still work plz just don't fire me, I really need to finish the college" she cut me of and started panacing, u can see all the worries that's written on her face and it made me feel even more guilty and I don't know what to do about it.

"Aaah!! Just get up.  let's go home, I will inform the principle that u won't be coming to the classes like for while till u recover"

"Huh?!....w-wait I-I u won't fair me?" She looked up at me finally realizing what I was saying, was she really expecting me to fair her? Such a cute and good cook like her? that's funny because it's never gonna happen

"Did I ever said I will?  come on now, let's go"

Soon we headed to home not before after I paid the hospital pills. I think I should take care of this situation and deal with hyun Ah as soon as possible. I don't know what's with her lately

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Hodo POV

"Hey Come on, let's eat " yugyeom whined walkin in my room with a tray, And I was on my laptop studying from the the online again, its been 2 weeks now.  I didn't go to the university, because of my casted arm, and yugyeom has been acting weird, he was abnormally so good to me, like hello, I am just a maide. why would he cook for me, he would sometimes help me wash my hair. he never let me do eny thing, its like he is the servant and I am the mister.

"What are u doing with the laptop though?" he asked setting the food down on the food table

"Ah..I was studying, U know its been 2 weeks and u won't let me go to the college. can't I just go, i am fine now I can use my left hand after all.." I complained whining like a baby "... it will be hard for me to chatcht up with the lessons"

"Don't worry u got Mr genius right here" he said praising him self and both his hands around around his chin  "I will give u the notes" he was acting so damn cute and I can feel my cheeks starting to get warm.

"U mean Mr air head .." I decided to tease him.

he frown and made a face "do u really have to kill the mood?"

I chucked at his cuteness "I was just kidding, btw it's ok at least I can go even If I can't write the notes it's better then nothing, I can at least listen" I tried to convince him again, becouse he made it clear crystal for me that I can't go anywhere nor do anything until I fully recover

"Do u love the college that much? woah nerd as ...." I didn't  heard the last part cause he said it quickly and in a low tone  which made me question him again.

" what?"

" huh?? ..I meant ur the worst nerd I have even seen" he rolled his eyes and I let out a sigh of a disappointment looking down. I really want to go.

"Ok but promise me that u won't just disappear into the university"

"h- huh..what do u mean" I looked up at him not sure of what he mean

"I meant what I said. now promise me that u won't just disappear out of my sight, don't even try making any excuse I know we have all the classes together " 

It only confused me more.  i didn't know what he meant by don't desapeare but he was allowing me go now, and I was so happy for that. So I had to just agree with him and promise.

It satisfied him, but my fear from his monster-freind hyunah was still remained in the very back of my mind, I haven't saen her for the past 2 weeks. And she did not come home to visited Yugyeom. which I was very thankful to God for it,  I didn't know how she would react when she sees me in the college again.

"So when will i start, after the weekend?"  I questioned him like he was my dad. Yeah my dad is dead but now he's acting like one.

He nodded "yeah after weekend, and hey make sure u keep your promise, not getting away from my sigh not even for a second"

I widened my eyes at his conditions but went along with and agreed.

"I will keep it"

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To be continued....