Let yourself free out, and try to feel everything

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What the hell is wrong with him? No one could have decided by his appearance that he can play games like these.

Just because he is a senior to me he has all the rights to authorize me? These rich people! ughhh on someday I want to smash his head against the wall but that would be too harsh I can't do that I also have a heart, not like these affluent kids who don't have any human emotion for anyone.

There was no time for anything like this. everyone has already started shouting "Dance! Dance!"

"You are a demon!" Alisha pointed out her finger at him. And he chuckled he just chuckled. he sat where we were enjoying our time.

Oh, I do want to wipe away the smirk from his face! "I must say, ladies, let the show begin!"

"Enough is enough I'm going to the Dean room he can't make us do this!" I am not going to let him do whatever he wants with us!

"I don't think so we can cross this cafeteria,  "

And then I saw everywhere everyone in this room was on their feet ready to do something. the door was also locked. the crowd gathered here as I'm throwing a concert, but it was not what it looks like. it always never have. These walls and this crowd tells me what one can do if they have power and how individuals support them.

But I do not come here to be a victim again or to be a witness of something that I don't want to. I can deal with any type of shit however I want to!

"So what are we going to do?"

"I'll dance simply and react as I'm enjoying it. In this way, he won't win and i"ll not lose anything. he will realize that I'm not weak just because I'm not wealthy!" Few! I breathed,
sometimes it gets hard but you have to do certain things no matter what.
"I'll join you then, " she winked.

I got up on top of the table. She was on the floor. There was not enough space to join me otherwise she would have been here at the table with me.

Yes, I was agonizing, and nothing was making any sense I could barely look straight and I had a strange feeling in my stomach it was hollow empty. Everything then started to me before I could fall from anxiety I closed my eyes. My hands were in a fist and then I heard myself asking for Music in a shabby voice.

Ooh, baby, I love your way, every day, yeah
Ooh, baby, I love your way, every day

"Oh, mother earth kill me!" Those were my words when I started swaying my hips with the rhythm just like the way I used to do on my birthday with mama and papa in our home

Shadows grow so long before my eyes

And they're moving across the page

Suddenly the day turns into night

Far away from the city

Well, don't, ah no, hesitate

'Cause your love just won't wait, yeah

This song is like a medication. I was moving, shaking my hands not my hips, of course not but I was dancing let it be Indian or whatever you will call it but I was doing what those celebrities do in the music videos.

Ooh, baby, I love your way, every day, yeah

I wanna tell you I love your way, every day, yeah

I wanna be with you night and day

I did whatever came in my mind as my breathing kept getting harder and harder and in the meanwhile, I heard people chanting Julia! Julia! Alisha! Alisha!

And then the music stopped that great remarkable song also stopped.
I felt a hand on my butts! I jerked it off and was about to kick but Alisha pulled me to herself down the table.

"Jeez relax I was pulling you down?" That was Tony whose hands I felt on my butts?

"You were gawking at her as you have never seen a girl in your whole time!"

I was behind her and she was ahead of me protecting me like a shield.

"Yes, I was gawking at her. I got relinquished in her because she was too promising at it and not fooling anything at least, not like other girls here!"

Something is not right I could sense that

"Whatever she did whatever you made now if you dare to do anything then I swear I'll make sure to make your life miserable!" Why is she so serious and threatening him as she would kill him if she got a chance to do it?

"I won't disturb both of you okay but relax you have nothing to worry about" then he glanced at me and started walking to the exit.

"What the hell is wrong with everyone here? Are you guys are high on something or what?" That must be Sarah I can sense her from her plain and thin voice.

When I saw the scene I felt something strange. She was cutting everyone so that she can lead I can see her aura because everybody was listening to her. Sam was with her and Neel was having some words with Tony?
They were talking as they were gossiping about something very important.

"You come with me, " Alisha grabbed my hand and pushed me through the crowd, in the next minute we were outside.

"What was that?"

A question I was dying to ask! "Oh nothing, it's just Tony Brandon is very playful with girls he had dozens of girlfriends. he changes girlfriends like clothes and in his eyes, I could see that he might have some of his fake feelings for you I guess. ao better to stay away from him, after all, you would not want to break your heart after just entering into the university right?"

"Yes right!"

Wait for what? She has been giving either too much attention to him or  She knows him way too much but how would be that possible?

Though by looking at her face I know that something she is hiding maybe she don't want to tell me. Or maybe she doesn't trust me enough to share her sentiments. I believe I just need to give her time. It would be too fast to judge someone or to share aspects with the person.

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"Don't you think you are assuming too much?"

We are in Mr Peter's lecture he was talking too much not that it's irrelevant. However, he appears strange today his white shirt look pale so his eyes as he hadn't had sleep for the last two days. Still, he was explaining almost everything.

"Nope, I'm not thinking I'm just looking at Mr Peter,  " her eyes were gloomy as she was looking at the clouds.

"And what do you have to say?" I inquired her maybe she analyse individuals better than me.

"He is a handsome man, to be honest, but something is extraordinary it's like a storm before the silence and his aura is very dominating too!" She started writing notes in her notebook as it didn't mean anything.

"You students need to focus, you can't take things so easy. not everybody got a chance to study here so pay attention otherwise I'll give detention to whomever I want to give!"

Damn! He is very strict. He might kill us with his looks and murder us with his strictness we need to choose what we want to do!

There was a pin drop silence! Maybe everyone has understood that Mr Peter is not an easy dude to tackle.
One thing I realised and I like about him is in his eyes everyone is equal. No poor kids no rich brats and above all he isn't a racist. So I'm happy about it!

"Ouch!" I felt a binge of pain in my back. when I looked back there was a scrambled paper waiting for me to read it out which I did out of curiosity.

"Even your clothes are cheap as your performance!" It was written with a black marker and bold letters.

And suddenly everything became hard to believe. I felt as everyone was looking at me judging me saying that I'm miserable and I don't belong here. I felt everyone's eyes were criticising me for who I am.

Then my eyes met with Sarah's and she was looking at me her eyes were strange like a trap then she smiled and nodded her head and whispered something to Neel Malhotra and Sam Hudson.

Now they all were looking at me with their eyes. One has shame for me, one was enjoying the show and one has nothing! And it was getting hard to believe whom to believe or not until I heard Mr Peter calling my name over and over again.

"Hey, you Julia what's wrong with you? Do you think that scoring high is enough to get a degree? Detention for three days!"

"But Mr Peter I was-" he glared at me and told me from his actions to shut up otherwise he will make my detention long so I did.
"What happened?" Alisha whispered to me

"Nothing!"

I didn't have any words to say all I realized I need to ignore more people that's the only way to survive here.
Someone came from the office desk with a folder in his hands and gave it to Mr Peter. Then he took it out and read it of course to himself.

When the bell ranged he cleared his throat and ordered us to not move from our seats. "So finally the circular has come this batch is having its welcome party on Saturday and you will get notified soon for detail!" Then he left.

So, it's finally decided that I'm not going to do whatever this university is going to throw if it includes nothing with academics.

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