When I woke up all i could think about was how James hug me and said i couldn't wait to work with you beautifully and he left, he calls me beautiful. What is happening to me why can't i stop thing about him i need help maybe my mom can help with this. it's a Saturday so it a good time to ask her i know that you are thinking why Saturday because every Saturday I and my mom have a mother and daughter day we go shopping, cooking class and then we come back home and cook and talk about everything. i love it me, and my mom has been doing it since forever.

''Good morning mom'' good morning my baby how are you today'' not good'' why'' something happens to me and i don't know what it is and what to do about it'' what is it.''

I told my mom by the new kid in school and how cutie he is and how he asked me to sing with him and how I said yes and he hug me and how I have been dreaming about him. then she said: '' you like him''  no i can not like him i can't'' i said ''why not'' she asked ''because he is Becky's spet brother and because i do not want to get hurt like later time''.

I'm going to tell you guys what happened later time. It was a year ago there was a guy i liked and Becyck liked him too. I don't know how Becky find out but she did one day i was in my locker then i saw a note i opened and it's said to meet me after school by your locker than after school i was by my locker like the note said then i saw him wait by my locker than i ask are you the one who lifts this in my locker, yes i did ok why did you? i ask because i wanted to tell you something if that is ok then say it then he said he liked me and he wanted me to be his i was so happy about it but it was a lie and i believed him the next day i came to school and then i were to him to say hi but he pushed me and then said he never liked me Becky Was videoing everything and he said that he liked Becky after that day i couldn't trust anyone. I have been protecting myself ever since now I don't know how I could have feelings for someone now and WHY  YOU?

my mom told me that i can't judge him just because of what happened so that is what i going to do. 

it's Monday and Stacy and Nicklaus said that they have something they have to tell me.

''Hi, guys so what is it that you want to tell me'' i said ''we want to say that we are now......  hi Stephany'' someone said ''hi OH MY GOD'' i said with a surprise face ''it has been a long time'' he said '' what are you do here'' Stacy said. Before I knew i started crying and said ''why are you here cha eun woo