Sorry guys that I have not been able to update...its just that my life is just...ugh...I can't even find the right word...I mean I am about to undergo an operation and I am scared...I am only 19 for God sake😭😭 I am really scared but no one understands that, they always expect me to be strong...can't I have a break...am I  not allowed to have emotions...I can't just...I am still young...why can't I just be like normal kids my age...I mean I already bare the family burden to pay up debts... I just want to grow up at my own pace...ugh😔😔I AM SORRY FOR MY RANTING, but thanks for listening.

I think it will still take some time to update pls guys,I am sorry. My operation is on Tuesday... But once I get the chance. I will update. PROMISE

PLS PRAY FOR ME