Chapter 19

It was a live "secret session". She had the same ones with her fans privately before the performance... Now everyone watching is going to know... A small audience laid in front of her.


As she walked on to the stage she heard loud applauses given. She smiled a blinding smile to cover up her nerves as she tried calming down her heartbeat. In that exact moment she felt like a magnet being drawn to beauty landed her eyes at the most beautiful pair she's misses. She knows what she wants now and she really hoped the girl with the hazel eyes could understand. The words she's trying to tell the world, hoped would reach the model.


Her eyes quickly averted away and she was now staring at the whole audience. Feeling the girl's gaze staring hard at her, she ignored the urge to hold on to her stare.


" New York! Are you READY?" She screamed into her mic. Hoping it would get the crowd enthusiastic. The crowd roared louder in sign of approval. She smiled a blinding white smile filled with excitement and nervousness.


As the music starts to beat, her heart simultaneously followed. She feels the scorching gaze of the girl with the hazel eyes. The need to fall apart rushed into her heart but she knows their eyes are watching her close.


Her que was close and her hands trembled as she tightened her grip on her bejeweled mic. Hopes inside her mind wishing the words won't be forgotten. The words she's been longing to sing to the crowd in front.


As she belted out the lyrics filled with hope that maybe they might love what she's in love with too. Their cheers were blaring louder than her voice, washed away her fears and thoughts of the model.


She danced and spun and walked around the stage builted like a runway, gracefully skipping to the edge. Her voice getting more confident as she strutted down.
"Put our broken hearts put it in the drawer, boys and boys & girls and girls .... " she sang while she unconsiously looked into her hazel eyes... Prayed the taller girl could see behind her walls and see what she wants.


A small tear escaped the taller girl's eyes brought curiosity and worry to the singer's little head. The singer's mood suddenly changed and her eyebrows frowned a little and if she wasn't careful, the words might slip her mind.


Quickly, Taylor turned her head away.


"I'm going to sing my most favorite song on the album and I hope you guys like it too". She inhaled sharply " it's called you're in love. For all the lovers out there ... This one's for you !"


She tried to find her most favorite pair of eyes, to sing this song too but couldn't. She was dissapointed but covered it up. The fake smile she tries to hold for the rest of them.


As she was about to sing, one of her best friend Martha walked into sight. She smiled and decided to sing it to the model instead of the taller one.


She couldn't deny, her heart was everywhere.


She walked through the doors of her dressing room to find a blonde sprawled out on her couch. Fear shot through her heart. But soon the figure seemed to look familiar. She tiptoed closer to the body as her back was facing her.


"Martha?" She whispered thinking it was the only girl who had backstage pass to go everywhere even her room.


The figure shifted around and turned her face to Taylor. Time seemed to move a little slower as the face of the figure took time to sink in to Tay's mind.


"I'm not Martha." She giggled jokingly. Right after her face was registered, "Karlie." She whispered slowly under her breath letting a sound like a gasp come out of her lips. A silent tear escaped her eyes as they stared into each other's eyes and Taylor feeling completely paralyzed.


She stood up and walked swiftly towards Taylor. While she dropped the coat she wore. "What are we now?" The taller girl asked.


"Thank you for coming back." Right when the words left Tay's mouth, Karlie pinned her down to the couch.
The taller girl furiously straddled the singer while placing kisses on her neck. Her hands rummaged the singer's body. And soon a soft gasp was heard from the singer.


Why is it always so easy for her to win me back Karlie thought. But then she was reminded of the reason when Karlie finally looked up into the singer's eyes. A darker shade of blue and a glimmer of pleasure, the model loved it.

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