Chapter 8

Haru's POV


I wake up feeling as if I'm laying on something. I open my eyes and look up and see Rin. Shit. Please tell me it was only a dream! I look around my room to see the curtains closed and lights out.


Well that idea is gone... I'll just pretend to be asleep! Yeah, that's what I'll do! I move back to a more comfortable position and hope that Rin wakes up soon and goes out the door leaving me in my pile of embarrassment.


-20 minutes later-


He's moving! "Ugh, what time is it" I hear him say, I assume that he looked at the clock. "Why do you make me feel this way towards you?" He says. W-What?!


"It just feels as if you're playing with my heart" I feel him lift up my face and I try to calm down not giving a hint that I'm really awake.


I feel a pressure against my forehead and his breath. I swear, I'm gonna freak out! "I just wish that you felt the same way that I do for you Haru" What does he mean?


D-Does he have feelings for me? No... who would like me? I'm just like an depressed kid that is obsessed with swimming, who would like that? Exactly, no one.


I feel myself being moved. I think I'm sitting on his lap! He holds me closer to his chest and I'm praying he doesn't hear my heart beat since it sound like it's gonna burst out of my chest!


Need a little help? Luca... Oh, so you remember huh? Maybe... If maybe then how do you know my name? I can just feel him smirking.


Shut up okay? I don't need you now. Sure you don't. I internally glare at him. I block him out, not wanting to hear him anymore.


I'm being moved, again. But like all over my house. I think that he is just trying to find my room. After about 3 minutes of walking around, I hear the creaking if the steps underneath me.


Finally, we're going upstairs. A door opened and I'm feeling myself being let down, ha not like it's the first time... but I come in contact with the cold bed sheets.


I curl up trying to warm myself up and a blanket is placed on me. "Sleep well Haru." He says as he walks out of the room and goes downstairs.


I don't hear the front door opening or closing. Shit. I sigh internally and decide to wait another 20 minutes before getting up so it won't seem suspicious.


20 minutes had passed and I get up and head downstairs, I look around to see Rin on the couch with his phone. I walk over and greet him, "Good afternoon" "Oh hey Haru! You're awake!" He responded


I only smiled weakly not really feeling much emotions.. I sat down next to him on the couch and I pulled my knees up to my chest hugging them. I rest my head on my knees.


"So... what do you want to do?" He asked me. I stayed silent I just suddenly feel empty inside, my stomach churred from the emptiness inside me.


"Haru, what wrong and don't you dare say nothing because that is a complete lie.." He says. I sigh and spoke, "I'm not sure, I just feel so empty on the inside.." He now wears a worried expression on his face.


"I feel sick.." I say as I hug my knees closer to my chest and starting to shiver. He inches closer to me and wraps his arms around me, "I got you, you're safe with me, don't worry." He says as he picks me up and places me on his lap.


I snuggle closer to him while I gain warmth from him. He shifts around and I feel something on me. I look down and see his flannel.. blushing, I hide my face in the crook of his neck.


"Thank you.." I mumble. He only smiles and his arms tighten a bit around me. This is the best feeling ever, I wish we could stay like this forever.


"Are you cold anymore? I can go get a blanket if you want." He asks me, I'm not cold but I like blankets, they are like security for me.


I look at him and nod, he gestures for me to get off so he can go get it but as soon as he stands up, I jump on his back, wrapping my legs around his waist so I won't fall.


He chuckles, "What are you doing Haru?" "I don't want to be alone.." I say as I cling on tighter. He just shakes his head and smiles, "Alright" He says as he heads to my room getting the blanket.


He carries me back downstairs and onto the couch, I let go and stand on the floor as he sits down and grabs my wrist pulling me down once again in his lap.


He covers me with the blanket and starts combing my hair with his hand. I feel so safe and warm right now.. I could stay like this for eternity.


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~Kira

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