Okay let's continue, there is one thing that made me feel insecure and not deserve him. His family is well educated. His father is a teacher if I'm not mistaken and one of his brothers is an engineer. Sorry if I'm wrong. This is just a guess. His mother also owns a restaurant. I know all of this because he once uploaded it on instagram stories. You know what I mean right? I just feel like our life is different. I can't. Also she has a sister and his sister is so pretty ! I'm cyingggg. Now my level of insecurity is so high and cannot be lowered. HAHAHAHA.

Okay enough with his family, I want to talk about my foundation life. It's not done yet HAHAHAHA. There's one day when I came in late to the class and literally all of the students were already there. So, when I entered, all of their eyes were focusing on me and my friend. And of course when you came in late there's only the front seat that is still available! Don't you dream of sitting at the back. I was so flattered at that time because remember that most of my classmates are male. So I just sat at the front, literally the seat was really near my lecturer's desk.

After I sat I just realised that my crush was sitting near me. I think it's weird because he usually sits on the corner ends. He will not sit in the middle. Maybe he also came in late that day. He was sitting behind me but not really behind me. It's beside my line. I hope you can imagine it. HAHAHAHA. I was wearing a pink scarf that day and guess what?! He was also wearing a pink baju melayu ohmygod. Literally there was just us wearing pink clothes that day! I feel like the main character for a moment. HAHAHAHA. Of course I feel happy and blushing for the.... I don't know how many times. After that, everytime I'm wearing a pink scarf I hope that he will wear that pink baju melayu too. And mostly yeah we wore it on the same day. Some people may think we plan it HAHAHAHA but nahhh I just follow my instinct. He looks so handsome in that pink baju melayu. He attacked my heart again and again. LOL.

On the final exam day, the day when it is really our last day seeing each other. I was thinking of wearing a pink scarf but I'm not wearing it because I think I just wore it before this. So I wear another colour. My instinct was right, he wore a pink baju melayu that day. I feel guilty ! HAHAHAHA. I feel guilty for letting him wear pink all alone. Although he does not know anything and just wears what he wants. I was overreacting HAHAHAHA. Anyway I regret not wearing pink that day. :( Don't be like me who always regret things later.