August 2020, I further my studies in foundation in Nursing. It gets me excited knowing that I will meet more people there. I go to class as usual but since Covid-19 occurs in 2019, we must wear a mask and follow the standard operating procedure (SOP). Yes we cannot see each other's face and all i got to see is their eyes. My main section for the first semester consists of mostly girls and only one boy. HAHAHAHA poor that boy. Then my other section for English consists of more boys and has only four girls including me. But, luckily the lecturer was a woman. I know it before the class starts because all I can see is the boy's name in the whatsapp group. I was like how I will survive this class, it's uncomfortable for me !

Before the class starts, all students are searching for their section group to join. As I forgot to mute that telegram group, it pops up frequently and I decide to mute that group. But before that, I was scrolling through that group and read if it had an important message. Then I saw someone asking if anyone was in the same group as him for the English section. Ouhh that's my section, so I replied to him that I was in the same group section as him. After that, I muted that group and left that social media.

Not even a minute, I got a message from telegram, when I opened that message I realised that he is the one who is asking just now in the group. So I replied to him asking if he was already in the group or not. He said he's not in the group, ouhh no wonder he knows nothing HAHAHAHA. I shared the group link with him and he is very thankful for me. I guess he has been asking in that group so many times but no one replied to him. Yeah I'm his saver. As my level of curiosity is high, I stalk him a bit. HEHEHE I just want to know his name so later when I go to class I know he is the one that asked me that time. So I know his name. His name is quite unique for me but even the name is handsome for me so what will that person's face look like? I bet he is a good looking one HAHAHA.
So at my first English class, I have been looking for that boy wondering what he looks like. I couldn't even guess at that time but my instinct said he's not here. Luckily the lecturer was calling out the name for attendance. So I pay more attention HAHAHAHA like this is the time. When she called his name, no one responded. So the lecturer said ouh he's the one that is still in quarantine. I was like huh quarantine? He must be from Sabah then, because students from that state need to be in quarantine because of high cases there. I feel a little bit disappointed. But life must go on HAHAHAHA. It's okay I still have more class with him.

In the second English class, I searched for the unfamiliar face because it must be him, he's the only one that did not attend the class that day. But I could not find anyone. I wonder if he's still in the quarantine, but it has been so long ! Nevermind, let's just wait for the lecturer to tick attendance . When the lecturer called his name, he's still not there. Ohmygod, you know how frustrated I was at that time ! Why is it so hard to see him? LOL. A few minutes later, someone entered the room and I was like he must be him ~ and yes I was right. A tall and a bit dark skin guy, why I feel like he is totally my type. I'm in trouble. Is this love at first sight or what ? HAHAHA you must be watching too many drama girl. Stop dreaming ! But I was right that he is a good looking fine man.
I come back to my room with a happy feeling. I don't know why but I feel happy that I finally can meet him that day. I feel like I have a crush on him ! OhmyGod what should I do ? This is bad. After that, I feel excited to go to English class because it's the only time that I can meet him. In every class, I sneaked a peek at him hoping that he would not realise that. As time passess, I get to know more about him like his personality and his family. You know when a girl has a crush on someone, she will stalk until she gets it. HAHAHAHA. Time is too short, the first semester is about to end. After we finished our last English class, most of us followed each other on social media. I waited for him to follow me but he's not following me ?! I'm disappointed. So, I decided to follow him first knowing that he will follow me back after that. This is really important for me because it is the only platform that I can keep in touch with him. I can see his updates and so on.
I feel sad because I know there's no way I can meet him because we are in different courses. But as I already fell for him, I pray for us and I believe if he is for me Allah will let us meet again. If not, I pray that Allah will remove this feeling and let me meet a better person than him.

For you guys who was wondering how I stalk him, I make a fake instagram account to follow him bcs his account is private. I was so desperate to know him HAHAHAHA.